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Credits
--Diah Mastura--
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:: Heartz ::
Monday, June 29, 2009
Cause you’ll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one knows, the things we’ve been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
That’s why we’ll break through...."  It had been quite sometime since my post in here. Basically life been great! Excluding those bad days which i think is practically normal in our day-to day life? At times, We often get so busy with the daily happenings,that we get so caught up in our life, in our work and in our selves that we lose sight of what is really important in life. When one can’t seem to be in a realistic position, one tends to turn away. I’ve turned away on alot of things. Things which makes me happy, which used to make me smile. Isolate one self does help and it’s the only comfort zone that I could turn lay upon.
I know that when such things happens, my emotions changed drastically. My mood swings unpredictablly, not forgetting my mind is somewhere, or perhaps elsewhere.  Then again, I must admit that once in a while, an elusive part of me surfaces. As much as I need structure, there’s a part of me that wants to suspend time, free my mind from its delimiting effect and escape to an obscure place where schedules, deadlines, time lines, objectives and achievements don’t exist; where time isn’t of any substance and structure holds no value. A week of that was an enriching experience. It’s like I’m learning to understand those parts of me which yet to be discovered. Anyway was out the whole morning with mum and later to Science Centre with the bf. Enjoyed myself and allowing the kiddy crazines run into me. Watched the Imax movie later at Omni-theatre and headed on to Bugis to recontract the bf's phone line. Shagged! Hmm....In 27 days, I'll turn 21. A year older . Somehow, im grateful for all that god had given me, the bad and the good. He had given me a great company of friends whom i adore dearly,not forgetting close friends whom have made my gloomy days,shine.A dear bf whom was there, during the good times and those sad moments. Grandma who was the light in my life.. In fact everybody whom i had met. Truly, everyone had left an impact in my life.. But there's more that I want to achieve. I cant wait for my course to end. At least by then, i Know i have achieved what i wanted. Its like half the battle won.. Just the other day, Bao Ling was asking me,what I want for my birthday this year.. And I told her nothing at the moment.. Nothing that i NEED at this moment.. Ask me what I WANT and I'll say, im eyeing for this pretty purple sembonia bag. Other than that, Im not eyeing for anything else at this moment. Seriously, all i want for my 21st birthday, is to be blessed with happiness,surrounded by those I love and adore and to be healthy. Im turning 21 and I cant believe it. Its indeed hard to think about it either. Hmm... Anyway, after this course ends, Im going for a holiday. Perhaps cruise? Or a nearby Desaru or Cameron trip.. Jus needed the comfort of being away from this busy days.. Just the other day, I looked through the Hari Raya concert pics that, we,the teachers were dancing and i could feel how much i missed the days.. The never-ending practices and the crazy preparations.. *Memories*
::Joyous Matrimony ::
Saturday, June 27, 2009
I’ve always love gracing weddings as I believe that a wedding is a time for joy and fun, with friends and family gathered to see the happy couple off as they embark on a new, shared life. Today I beheld another phenomenal connubial solemnization ceremony of a very dearest primary school bestfriend of mine,'manje'(family nickname) or known as Syahirah :) Even though I had a long day today what more with a terrible headache, but I knew I had to be there during her solemnization. Rushing home without resting and changing straighaway caused the headache to get even worst!  Before I got carried away by my nonsensical empty dumb lines that my fingers are typing which is solely concocted by my brain, Let’s make this sweet and simple shall we? The sole purpose of me wanting to write this particular entry was to actually share my happiness with the everyone.
 There is nothing nobler or more admirable than when two people who see eye to eye keep house as man and wife, confounding their enemies and delighting their friends.  Although i must admit during her marriage and solemnisation i was nonchalant all the way and gave a normal smile..But i knew i was too happy for her till i was speechless and only left with emotions...The solemnization environment was very emotional,what more with her dearest mum, whom I have treated like my own too,was crying..
I felt the same too.. Emotional for me as well, as we have both seen how each other grows eversince 13years ago what more both our mums are indeed best of friends!Good positive sappy loving emotions for my primary school bestfren whom finally have met her match...her perfect match which i prayed to Allah will last a lifetime (Amin!)..she was officially a wife to Mr Azran on 27th June 09!
 I just wants you to know how proud i am of you all these years as you grown so much that everyone else couldnt deny how beautiful you are..inside and out! I was truly blessed to have a friend like you..And I cud see u both completes each other *smiles*  Groom: (wide smile! )"Yesh! Dah HALAL!" Look at his grin ;p  If yesterday night, i went for her solemnization with mum, today i attended her wedding reception with the other half. To Syahirah and Azran, Congratz and may this wedding vow, you have promised together be blessed. May your love will be full of laughter everyday,may it be a sign of compassion and a seal of happiness forever!  You both simply looked stunning today :) Enjoy your honeymoon alright ;) 
:: Y-A-N-I ::
Friday, June 12, 2009
 The hardest part of any friendship is when it's time to say farewell. As much as we might like things to stay the same, change is an inevitable part of life.
 The universe may seem huge and the rift between friends on opposite side of the world may seem a great distance. There are many tools available with which we can communicate, but even without these tools it isnt the same, especially seeing each other everyday.
 Saying "thank you" may be the two hardest words that friends share. We like to see ourselves as independent and not needing anyone's help. When a friend does something for us, it is difficult to humble ourselves by thanking them.
Why she is the definition of a good friend to me.Yani, you were indeed a good partner as well as a great friend! Let's meet up for karaoke again ok? And update the Phuket pics hokay! ;)
*hugs*
:: Enough said ::
Thursday, June 04, 2009
 "Jadilah seorang wanita di dalam kaca yang sukar disentuh, hanya orang yang mampu saja boleh memilikinya.." ~
Months have passed since it happened. But i dont understand why you are still not moving on, still clinging to the past.Does the past means alot to you. Or are you simply bored and having nothing better to entertain your life? I have been keeping my mouth plastered despite the numerous remarks you have made, i have been keeping my emotions cooled despite your perseverance humiliating yourself instead. Are you simply plainly jealous? Cause i think you are. Simply said, i think you are happy with your achivements made so far?  Such people like you, are better gone than never! And let me assure you, my life has been great so far,since you are simply bothered about my life, my circle of friends, my happiness and my sadness, infact better without you! I dont think i ever need you, nor your presence, so its better if you just get lost and mind your own self! Thanks to all those whom have been behind my back supporting, you guys are truly my determinations! Like those whom I have seen struggling, yet moving on with life, you guys are truly my inspirations! I had enough! Quoted from a blogger: Moments may still come when sadness,and perhaps a few tears briefly return. They were times when i felt that no one else really cares.No one understands and i don't either.I have to do things that I've never done before,and i feel totally ill-equipped to do them.And then there were times,i feel dependent on others,to give me the affirmation and encouragement i needed.And that spoilt me a great deal.I took everything for granted.But i persevere to get it right.This lesson learned is the most painful,most impactful and most memorable.I am stronger, not by avoiding the facts,but by having experienced the pain.
 As usual the bf will be busy during the June hols, with the weddings assignments. My daily planner are equally filled with datelines submission, meet-ups with the loved ones, a dear friend solemnization as well as a gf birthday celebration. 
:: De-stress ::
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
Holidays are always great especially, when it was spent with the truly loved ones! Such great company and great moments leaves a dearly memory in one's heart. To dearest Syahirah, love you lots!
 Day 1:
4 and half hours journey from Singapore. Crazy antics.
Reached the hotel, time to check-in, Shower and out to KLCC for movie! Yeah :) The tix are indeed very cheap there la!  Late night shopping @ Petaling street and supper!  Good night world! Im off to bed :0  Day 2: Breakfast at the hotel :) Random shots :) Day 3: Sweet memories captured :) Nothing beats having them!  Sweet Syahirah having the same cardigan as me, except that hers is blue and mine is pink!
To Yani, i have posted my pics, YOUR turn to update Phuket trip babe! ;)
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