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--Diah Mastura--
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:: Happy F-o-U-r ::
Saturday, January 31, 2009
28.01.2009 :)
 The celebration started off with a dinner at Breeks. What more it was our first visit there too. Initially wanted to dine in @ Carousel, but this year, i told the bf to just let it be a simple one, nothing fancy. Anyway, the posh interior @ Breeks, evinced an exclusive and sophisticated ambience. It boasted an array of western food and yummylicious desserts. And im one satisified woman there! It was absolutely a great dining experience that we must give it a 4.5/5. Magnificent!   Delicious FOOD! The boyfriend had potato salad while i had spicy spagetti bolognaise. And it seriously very SPICY.We even ordered barbecued wings grill and i loved dear's smoothie the most :)  Next Stop, was Esplanade :)  The week before that we went to Jurong Point to check out some stuffs and had lunch at Fig n Olive.So the bf called it as Pre-celebration..Wanted to have lunch at Fish n Co. initially, but was craving for Fig's Magribi chicken..Hahaha..  Anyway today, was the day that the bf and our group of friends had planned. The bf picked me up and off we headed to ECP. Barbecue here i come!! On the way there..  Yeah arrived :)  The bf 'commemorated' the start of the bbq with a pop from the sparkling juice and i was presented my hamper of gifts :). Thank you dear for the Charles & Keith heels, Sheer Romance dress and the Chomel bracelet and the other gifts which i like. Love them to bits :)  Abd barbecueing the chicken wings :) Yummy! ( 2nd pic )*  Overall, it was a great anniversary celebration and what made it wonderful was spending it with the right person, my other half. Alhamdulillah. Special thanks to Abd, Ida, Zie and kai for today. And my heartfelt thanks to the dear bf for makin it a memorable one.  "... i love youits not about the money or what its that i want you to really have it from my heart .. cause you deserve it dear.." ~ the bf :) The bf had been my guardian angel, who has guided and protected me through the ups and downs of life. When I think back to the day we got together, I knew right then and there that this was who I would spend my life with,but i didnt want to commit to anything yet and kept mummed about it.Cause we were very new together. But something about him made it going.  In spite of the popular belief, our love story hasn’t always been flowery. Over the years we have both reached various crisis points which we believe have brought us closer together and have shown us that our love will only grow stronger each day.We also had once separated and reconcilled again. To the bf, you have bestowed upon me strength and courage to stand up for what I believe in and have given me more confidence in my ability by your encouragement and faith in me. You have bequeathed me a treasure trove of beautiful memories and presented a gift that is priceless, and that is believing that love really does exist. If you were to ask me what makes me fall in love with you, my answer is simply because there's no reason not to.You are my blessing in disguise, you are the reason for my smile, you give meaning to the word love which seems so vague to me before you came into my life. LOVE is you dear and being in love with you what makes me happy. They say that you don't marry someone you can live with, you marry the person who you cannot live without. I find this certainly true. I simply couldn’t live without you and I look forward for the years to come.Until that day comes, i hope we remain strong and being each other's BEST OF FRIEND. Cause i believe that being each other's best of friend, is the best way to keep the relationship going. May Allah bless us and this bond always.  On another note, next week is the bf's birthday celebration @ his family chalet. The mum invited me to come. But i have yet to scout for his bdae gifts. But one thing confirmed, is i'll be bringing him here :) winks*
::28.01.05 28.01.09 ::
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
"...Because sometimes, all you really want is someone to be there,to assure you and to lend you a listening ear just like what a bestfriend would do,caring for you just like what your siblings may do,trusting you just like what your parents would do, talking and entertaining your jokes even if its the lamest one no one have ever heard, even if it was for a while,make you believe that everything,will be alright. That it'll be alright..."
Happy 4 years being together darl :)
:: Happy Holidays ::
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Shall keep this post short and sour sweet. Simply cause im going out for class and the bf reaching very soon. So before he arrives, i shall just put this overdued entry first.
Had a 'Yu-sheng' gathering the day before :) Second time for me though :)
 Family gathering at the beach over the weekends @ Changi. Initial plan was to go to Pasir Park but it was change last minute.
 We've run out of words, we've run out of time..
We both know it's over baby bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all
Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just call it quits it's probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls it's 'cause I need's another episode
Cause I'm not comin' back I'm closing the door
I used to be trippin' over missin' you but I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone
Couldn't stand to see your smile every time you diale
Cause it's over
Girl you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressin' seven
Don't wanna hear your messages messages
I'm tryn to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over I swear girl it's over this time
So don't keep callin' leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you been
Baby 'cause it's over
Got the picture phone baby
I still wake up every morning quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
No trouble stayin' occupied
Oh I ask about you whenever I come around
"Don't ask me why im behaving cold to you.. Don't ask me why im ignoring you. When such a thing happen and i cant take it any longer of your crazy behaviour that pukes me, than too bad. Simply said, you not needed in my life...!" So buzz of slut kid!
:: Double- Ss ::
Friday, January 16, 2009
As the boyfriend wanted to drop by Mustafa Centre yesterday, we went to Sakunthala's to have our dinner. It was an impromptu plan and since we have seen the advertisements on the television on Sakunthala's, we decided to give it a try. The food was nice but perhaps my liking was not much on the cooking, I didnt finish it. But i did enjoy the Mango Tango drink though.
Thanks to Azyan who showed me this blog. And im tempted to get this coach leather wristlet. Sadly they only have the brown one in-stock. So i shall wait till the purple one is available. :(
 Feb is nearing and the boyfriend's birthday is just around the corner. So where will i be bringing him to? Hints**** **** hints
MEOW!
:: Monday Mundane Dillema::
Monday, January 12, 2009
Today wasn't a good start for the week,perhaps.. haiz.. My day wasnt great today. Too many things happen, or maybe i lost my patience.. And when the bf called me @ 1.30, i was telling him how i felt. He assured me that everything will be fine. After feeling much better and assured by the bf, diyana and yani, i was all smily again, even though my heart was somehow still sore.
But soon later about 3.15pm, the bf called and sms-sed me repeatedly. Knowing him too well, that he wont be calling me like this usually, i sensed something was wrong. And true enough, when he told me he lost his PDA LG phone which cost him $729, i was feeling down as well. It was actually stolen by a malay teen guy. He accidentally dropped his hp and didnt realise it when he left compass point. A minute later, when he realised that his phone was missing, he went back and was told by a lady saying that she someone had taken it. The teen guy who was sitting next to the bf. When he met me later, after he made a police report, he seemed fine.Thank god his mp3 and Sony Ericsson phone was still with him. Deep down, i knew that he was upset and disappointed, despite the smile on his face. I felt bad as well, since he told me that he went to Compass point just to get me a gift and ended up losing his hp. :"(
So to cheer him up, accompanied him for dinner @ Rasa 21. Maybe because Yani tempted me so much after her last dine-in @ Rasa 21. Been a loong time since the bf and I went there to eat :)
During the weekends, went to Parkway. Wanted to check out Marina Barrage initially, but plans were cancelled.
 Had lunch @ Kebab station at ECP. Overall, not bad :) The bf's kebab was super delicious! Later on, after lunch wanted to go for cycling but there were just too many people. So bought the Ben & Jerry ice cream pack and sat down to watch the Singapore sailing competition which was held at the beach.There were sooo many people with their binoculars and cameras not forgetting the media and press as well! The bf who was a sport freak and a member of the sailing club during his schooling days, was explaining to me about how difficult and dangerous yet enjoyable sailing was! I was impressed by his documentation about Sailing and how he tried to convince me that we both should join sailing as well..Maybe i will be oogling on the gorgeous sailors instead :P
 During the weekends, went out with the aim to take photos. How i envy some of my sec.school friends who love photography like the bf and they took really nice night shots. So when i sms-sed the bf in the afternoon, and told him my plan, he was perhaps smirking at me over the phone. Thank goodness that he fetched or else we will have to compete for a seat in the train with the crowds! no way! Drop by Suntec as the bf wanted to get the family dart since his dad had requested him to search for it. Then off we went to Esplanade. Since there was a live band performance, we stayed a while enjoying the song and the night breeze.  On another note...  On another note... I can't be bothered to ask you for the truth..But its all up to you to tell me or rather let me know yourself. There's this girl in particular who has no shame at all. Though she should be matured for her age, she simply isnt. How stupid can you be to say, you cant forget this guy for four years? And sad to also know you are now attached.. Poor you or maybe your bf.. Betrayed love? Whats wrong with you woman! So you think by secretly smsing or what other forms of ways to communicate, I would not know? You simply dumb or maybe totally stupid! Nice name you have, but a pathetic character. You cant live without a guy? Or MAYBE you just to desperate? I hate to criticize ppl, my girl.. But i guess, you test my patience! And what luck, today wasnt a good day for me. Sadly.... I shall not be be bothered nor INTERFERE with you and your *dream* bf past life.. You guys can simply talk it over or hide it away from me. But if any chance i happened to noe again... You'll see me soon contacting you.. So perhaps, before you decide to see me, you should decide to LEAVE?! DESPERATE woman! Get a life...!!!
I dont know why i'm blabbering so much. I just felt that i needed too, before i loose all my senses and missplaced all my emotions and finally broke down. Enough of a crazy Monday, let's welcome Tuesday... He lost his hp, yet i felt the pain...hahaha..What more stupid existence of a desperate woman!
:: Hello 2009 ::
Sunday, January 04, 2009
 My 2009 stationary box :)
I guess its not too late for me to wish all of us a Happy New Year! 2008 has witnessed alot of my happiest and sad moments. Perhaps im much stronger now? *insyallah*
Anyway, knowing that i have not been really fulfilling my past years resolutions, i decided that this year, no matter what, I MUST!
Infact i only made 3 resolutions this year. (1) To enjoy my studies, my work and my everyday and more getaways!. I need holidays! (read: ENJOY, since i realised this year, i have forced myself to much. And at the end of the day, i got so stressed up ) (2) Since my cousin who just got into ns told me that he was asked to lose a kg per month and he is abiding to it, i tot why not, i do also? So from today( read; TODAY,hehe..) i shall avoid RICE. Im aiming for 39kg? Crazy.. I noe.. (3) To avoid getting into conflicts, hating others and forgive anyone or evryone who has hurt me in any way. No more holding any grudges. In fact im trying to be a better person this year.. (read:BETTER person,not perfect person )Insyallah..
And my prayer for 2009 will be to be a better daughter, granddaughter, friend, gf,teacher and student. In fact this year, hopefully i will learn to spend my time equally with everyone. On that note, time to sleep for me.. Tomorrow will be another day filled with happiness (*positive thinking, no more negative thoughts*) Good night people! ;)
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