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:: Randoms Ranting ::
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Yesterday went Geylang (AGAIN!) since mum wanna get carpet. Satisfied her, despite having to
brave the hot and sweaty shop-lusty crowd, jostling for elbow... i think we’ve been duly geylang-fied. I hate the SLOW walks there, where one stops, the rest at the back will have to pause. Not my kinda way of shopping :) i've never been one to take things slow and people often comment that i rush or i do things too fast which is true, if that's one thing you should know about me. however, i know when to take things slow and i guess i can compliment myself for that. as hectic and crazy as i can get, i know where what who when to not bite off more than i can chew. i'm about to once again indulge myself in a whole series of mind boogling issues, of squeezing my brain too much, of frantically finding answers to every unanswered question. but, i'm holding back this time round...no not from you rather from myself. things have to be kept in perspective, in focus, and that's what i'm going to force myself to do. 'keep it together' - that's what i tell myself and even though it's not working as well as how i hoped it would, at least my actions now are no longer baseless. helps me keep my shit together and there are times when i actually feel good.
Had half-day today after the great Hari Raya performance by the teachers. Then it was Children's Day Celebration next :P Despite the 'haus-ness', we were all excited. We were dancing mind you! Hehehe :)
I enjoyed myself today, despite the lack of sleep. My eyes hurting like mad now. wanna put eye-drop but have to refrain myself since im fasting what. So have to bear with it for a while.
On another note, thanks to the dear Principal for the Body Shop shower gel, a token of appreciation for helping her with some stuffs.. Im a bodyshop Freak!! Hahaha..  Anyway, would like to wish all of you, SelamaT hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin... :)
:: Iftar with the dear ones ::
Friday, September 26, 2008
After many times postponing the outing together, yesterday we made plans to go out and break-fast at last! Decided to head down to Downtown East for Fig & Olive :)
Dining in there was gReat! Even though the week before, i had gone there with the bf. This time i ordered the Magribi Chicken Olive Rice :)
 After break-fast, we went to the Bowling Arena. Yani was itching to bowl, despite wearing skirt that day. And she looked like a Korea gal, with the socks and the shoes :) So cute!
Played two games of bowling :) And we had a great and fun time laughing and sharing jokes. Not forgetting, Cam-whore.
 The girls turns :) Yani & Ct ! Ct was crowned the best bowler that night. Despite the loooong and tiring day, I enjoyed myself!
 We should go again girls! After Raya, perhaps :) Maybe a picnic @ Sentosa ? Or a getaway to Genting Highlands in 09... hehhe...
:: Baking Frenzy ::
Friday, September 19, 2008
Attention: I have forgotten to TAG these bloggers/multipliers to do the '49 things about the other half'. So to YANI, IDA, EMI im waiting for YOUR entry :P Have a great weekend!
Spent an hour of the Saturday morning baking. I noe its somehow early, but im very busy and its not possible for me to make them a week before Raya as requested by mum.
 Till then... I have another batch more to bake... And i have run out of Almonds :s
:: Fine Dining ::
Thursday, September 18, 2008
It was our FIRST break-fast this year, yesterday. FIRST here meaning, only the two of us. All a while, was busy breaking fast with this friends, that friends.. And since we both have not treated ourselves to a delicious 'luxury' meal this month, the boy decided to head down to Downtown Fig N Olive.
The boy ordered for Magribi rice special spiced with herbs in magribi spicy grilled chicken sauce, top with the fresh leafy green salads. Not forgetting the Fig fruits decorated on the top of the rice.
That boy really enjoyed his meal. And i really felt that the standard of FIG n Olive has improved tremendously :)
Our taste buds were pampered with the delicious Figo Arabia dates specially flown all the way here, as a compliment for dining @ Fig n Olive for breaking of fast.
 Meanwhile, i was enjoying my batter fish and chips. How i loved the coleslaw. Its the best so far, thus thats the reason why i chose that again during my dining there. With the orange floral juice to satisfy the taste buds, it was superb!
While waiting for time to break-fast, we watched the video made by his during Kak Sida's wedding(his cousin). I loved the video. Very exclusive. Thumbs up to the boy and his sis :)Well done! More wedding to come this way :)
 After that, walked around Downtown East. Wanted to head down for a game of bowling, but it was packed. Thus we spent the next hour at McCafe, watching the other half of the wedding montage. Had hot chocolate :)  We then called it a night, with the boy then sending me home.
:: 49 qns about d other half ::
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
I've been tagged by Farah. But im not a very 'rajin' person to do such things. But bcoz, im very bored.. I entertained myself :P
Name: Dila
Current mood: Bored, tired, sleepy.
Attire: orange sleeveless and 3/4 pants.
1) What's his/her full name?
Muhammad Alamin
2) Does he or she have a bf/gf?
Not that i noe of.. Erm..if he's honest, only me.:) Haha!!
3) Do you know a secret about him/her?
Haha..some things are meant to be kept as it is thats why its a s-e-c-r-e-t!
4) How old is the person?
Above 20 less than 25 :P
5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
Yes. Thank god he didnt burn his mum's stove :) ( kidding la! How i love his batter cereal prawns )
6) Whats his favourite colour?
Blue
7) How long is your relationship?
Turning F-O-U-R yrs in January 09 :), eight years of friendship.
8) When was the last time you thought about him/her?
What do you think ;)
9) Are you related to this person?
Nope. Not married wat. Ish!
10) When did he last call you?
Ten minutes ago.
11) Do you have a nickname for eachother?
I tink so :P
13)How many times do you talk to this person in a week?
Countless times can?
14) Do you think she/he will repost this?
Next 1000 yrs maybe..Busy.
15) Could you live with this person?
I hope. I wish.. I pray...
16) Why is this person your number 1?
Who says that?
18) How long have you known this person?
4Yrs ago :)
19) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
DUH!countless too..
20) Have you ever bake for him?
Yes. And pretty soon too :P For Hari Raya;) (If im free! )
21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?
No intentions to move anywhere currently.
22) Have you ever given this person something?
Three bdae gifts. Three anni. gifts. And many other surprises :)
23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?
Yes. Jay-walking ? :P hehhehe..
24) Do you know everything about thisperson?
In learning stage..coz when argueing, he will claim i havent know him throughly..
25) Would you date this person's siblings?
Nope! He has only a sista..Maybe shopping dates :P
27) Do you know where his stays?
Yes. Same estate as me :)
28) Have you quarrel before?
DUH! no perfect r'ship or couple.
29) How many ex gf/s has he?
3.I was the 4th.
30) Does this person have a fetish?
Call him and ask him yourself. I duno!
31) Is she/he on drugs?
no..Too Athletic..Is cycling and his laptops considered?
32) Do you know this person's shoe size?
yes. He does tells me. But now, i have forgotten.
33) Have you ever worn this person'sclothes?
Nope. Y shld i?
34) Have you and this person share any special dates before?
Our anniversary date. 280105 :P
35) If it was "freaky friday" would you switch bodies with this person?
no. sycho huh?!
36) Has this person ever given you a necklace?
Yes. 3 in total :) ( Sookee blue necklace, Imported Mickey Mouse engraved necklace.Latest: Custom-made tube necklace, with my name engraved )
37) Have you ever heard this person sing?
when he has mood..
39) Do you know this persons atm password?
yes.
40) Do you know this person friends?
85%. ( too many friends , army mates, sch mates,course mates,work mates, online mates..and the list goes on..)
41) Have you and this person ever gotten into a fight that lasted more than 2 days?
No. We settled our probs b4 goin to bed or the next day.
42) Does this person cry alot?
No. EGO mah:P
43)Have you met any of this person'sfamily?
All :) And that cute-sie pie, Nurul :P
44) Have you and this person went kayaking?
Nope. But tinking of trying. As he was an avid Sail-boy.
45) Do you know how to make this person feel happy?As long as i dont test his limits :)
46) Do you and this person talk a lot?
cOMMUNICATION is IMPT. yES, we do!
47) Have you both been admitted in the hospital?
yes. i just had my op. last week.
48) Do you love this person?
Hahaha.. What u tink?
49) Do you want to be with him/her forever?
Only god noes the answer ..
:: With you ::
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
As I've grown I've learned several things
I've learned the past is meant to be put behind usand that we are not to dwell on regrets, for what's done is done...
I've learned it is never to late to fall in loveand that being "beautiful" is all on the inside
I've learned that out of the thousands of smiles you see, it only takes one to touch your heart.. and it has also touches mine.. :)
*Brought with love (hehehe ) * far we must be at times, test our love we must for love between the two of us, Dearest dear, i know we shall last
caught up with our work,
Busy with our own life. Fadilah dear i love you. _;)*..cant be disclosed yet..hehe*__years more, i'll make you my wife
Shed no tears but joy my dear,
Sigh not shout not but laugh and smile. With you i am, in your heart always. Thats where i'll be, thats where it forever stays
I love you dear, Not just a sentence but from my heart.
A journey we've travelled together,Right from the start >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> To my dearest Wani... No matter wat happens there are others out there better than him So cheer up my dear... I heart you :) A date soon hokay :) hugs *
::SarcasmsThe truth::
Monday, September 15, 2008
I was blog hopping and i stumbled upon this entry from this blogger, which brought back all my past memories and made me think of whats happening now. And seriously i hated to dirty my blog with such stories.
"There will always be people who attacked you and pin you down. Who pulled you lower from your lowest, and whose words kill like knives. I am sure there are some people who cried everyday hating those who hurt your feelings, who made you feel so small, who intimidates and who thinks they rule the world. My advice from a real life experience - there is a lesson to be learnt. A blessing in disguise. The first thing you can do, is to love yourself.After which, that love will heal all wounds, will build your self confidence and will change your life. Like it did for me. Trust me on this one...."
Too much things been happening during my absence in school. Knowing the REAL stories, made me 45% shocked(since i know you too well from last time,i wasnt that suprised) ,disgusted and gasped.I never knew that there are peopl who rather used the dirty way just to climb their way up, to get into the good books of others. Seriously, wats wrong with yOU?! You are so full of jealousy towards other people. Till you rather hurt them, made them feel so inferior and made the rest see you as the "lead one". Come on la.. You are jolly well no longer in ur teens. So QUIT playing the childish games. If you think you are "impressing" the REST, you are just humiliating yourself to "those-who-knows-your-TRUE-story".
Thank god, i have always seen those negative vibes coming from you and prevent myself early to fall for them. Many times you tried to be "the-ever-nice-one" but sadly you failed to hide your blanket evil mask. Funny how you can still smile infront of US and thinks you are a Superior "multi-tasking" your work, my work,our work,their work and the rest of the other ppl's work.
Sadly....you HAVE failed to earn my respect what more my trust on you..
*And dont you dare read my blog and later bad-mouthing or be that "avid-updatter" on what i wrote here to others. *
On the other hand, i hate guys who said "I have to leave you,coz i cant juggle my work, my family, my future, my studies and us together" Whats wrong with you? Its nt that you cant, you are jus creating and manipulating an excuse. So QUIT being a loser. Sometimes these ppl, when they lose a gem they dont see it.. But when they tripped over a stone, then they start missing realising the gem..
To the gem, there are better others who can love you more than what he did.
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage~ Lao Tzu
*Its our 4th Ramadhan & Hari Raya together :) Alhamdullilah :) *
:: Dont sleep read ::
Monday, September 08, 2008
As some of you had already known, i went for an operation yesterday. Alhamdullillah, it went smoothly.
Early morning, went to CGH with my parents. After the registration which lasted for about 10minutes, i was brought to my ward. Some misunderstanding happened. I was supposed to be admitted at the ward and rest on the BED.But instead the attendant was tasked to bring another patient as well. That another patient was supposed to rest on the CHAIR instead, but the attendant got mixed us up. The nurse came looking for that woman in the 'chair-rest-room' but couldnt find her. Of course la! I had taken her place. But when the nurse brought the attendant there, she CONFIDENTLY claimed, she had placed her there.tsk..tsk...So dad informed the staff nurse, and she wasnt happy with the attendant. Of course that attendant got reprimanded by the senior/staff nurses.
So after the change was made, i was given a set of hospital suit to put on. There i was nervous already. My hp kept vibrating and messages kept comin in. Well-wishes by ppl who noes made me want to tear more. But i controlled myself, as i didnt want to worry mum.
After changing, the nurse took my blood pressure, and it was very low. She then explained all those neccessary procedures and that made me more uncomfortable. Half of myself, felt like getting over and done with. Another half, made me wanna go home. With all the 101 risks she explained, made me jelly. She was saying like the risks of the operation will be SUDDEN DEATH (that panicked me more),internal bleeding, stroke, comma, and the lists went on....
Soon after, i was asked to lie down on the bed and was pushed by the nurses.. Busy body people were looking at me. But i cant be bothered. The journey to the OPERATION room, seems never-ending. Then i was pushed to the waiting op. room and this sweet nurse came to me and assured me everything, switched on the tv for me. My eyes was focused on the tv, but my my mind was somewhere else. Another nurse approached my bed and said "You are 18 years old isit? Must asked your parent consent for the anaesthetia. Where's your mum ah?"
I didnt bother to answer her where was my mum. How would i know, where she is. Im in this room what! I only corrected her that i was 20 already. Then she was like, "Sory..sorry. you look like 18."
After a few minutes later, another nurse pushed my bed into the surgical Operation room. I was crying. I couldnnt control my tears. Its more of scared that i wont regain consciousness as what explained by the nurse earlier on. My doc assured me it will be fine. Stop my crying and i was all ready. Inside the room, there were to big screen circular light on top of me. On my left a nurse came and was poking my hand with dunno how many needles. It wasnt that painful than i tot la. Still bearable. She had to ask me to squeeze and open my fist endless time. Tied my wrist with a strap very tight. The reason was my veins are very fine. That explained why i was poke many times. Till i was immuned and numb to it.While the nurse was busy poking me, i had to concentrate on my breathing on the oxygen mask which another nurse was telling me to concentrate.
 Turning to my left, was all those surgical appratus.*goosebumps* How can i concentrate. I was on pain you know.
The only thing i remembered was the nurse was poking me, i was breathing on the oxygen mask, looking at the big circular screen on top of me....then i was awake again. I heard the doc voice saying, "its done Siti." Then another nurse saying that she will take my blood pressure. I couldnt answer. And fell to sleep again. The next thing i noe, i was already in the ward. I was like, when did the op. start?
I was a little sleepy and giddy. I was given milo and bread with margarine. After eating fell to sleep again. Then dear and Kai came. I was 95% concious by then. In fact sempat posing and laughing..HAHAH...At 2.30 i was discharged. Change to my clothes and went home. Reached home, mum forced asked me to drink that dunno what polleney fishy drink. My god, it tasted even worst than anything. It toook me 10 mins to consume that 1 bottle of it. Argh. Nevermind la.. wanna get well fast right. Wat to do... :S Another round of drinking that puking drink again later..argh! Thanks to my dad who went to buy for me..argh...
There you go...The loooongest entry of my memoirs at CGH. Going for my change of dressing next Monday. And the test result on TUESDAY. i hope everything will be fine. Insyallah...
:: Happiness ::
Last Friday, went to break fast with the good friends and that love boy! Went to Arnolds. And it feels like that we were at polyclinic. Having to take queue number waiting to for the number to be called, before we can 'enjoy' our meal :) Nevertheless, Arnolds chicken made our day, despite the loooong wait.
The main outlet of Arnold’s is tucked away in a rather obscure corner and very much resembles a fast food joint except that they do take and serve orders at your table. The famous outlet has been selling chicken that rivaled Popeye’s and beat KFC’s hands down for more then twenty years. Although it is a fast food chain, Arnold’s scored extra points by serving only fresh and best quality chickens.
The highlight was of course the chicken! It was very crispy on the outside, enveloped with a great taste of herbs and spices. Whereas on the inside was amazingly succulent and moist. The best part was, it didn’t have the aftertaste of used oil that usually comes along with KFC chickens. Simply to die for!The coleslaw was also a refreshing change from the funny tasting ones that KFC serves. My only qualm is that the buns were way too oily and the fries really tasted like frozen ones that had been deep fried, BUT no matter what they are my FAVOURITE :)
After the breaking of fast, we headed down to Geylang Bazar. Wher its a must place to visit everytime Ramadhan comes. Nothing much tis year. Like what my friends said, 'its more like a night market than the past looking REAL bazar. Nevertheless, food lovers would love the barbecued chicken and those otah2 sold there.
 On SaturdaY, went Orchard to scout for shoes. Got myself two boxes of donuts from edonuts.
A game of pool on Sunday morning made our day :)
 And im getting better at pool :P Yeah!!!
:: Miracles ::
Sunday, September 07, 2008
I have a long list of things to blog about the past week events. But the net n my laptop is pissing me off badly.
Anyway wil blog once i return from my op. tml.
yes, i will be going for the long waited surgery day..
And guess wat, tml will be the day...
im actually nervous,infact very nervous.
Felt like crying... Coz of scared.
But i cant cry when im with my family, loved ones and dear.
They made me happy each time im with them
Haiz...
I cant wait to get it over and done with..
insyallah everyting will be fine tml...
i need to cry it out...
maybe i cry to sleep tonite...
and i hope and pray all will b fine tml..
More updates after my op.
Please pray for me yah..
thanks:S
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