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::Teachers Day cum dinner 08 ::
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Its that day of the year again. 1st September 2008. Teachers day to be exact :) So before i proceed any further let me wish all the teachers in the world, a happy teachers day!
This year teachers day was as the previous year ones. With gifts, cards and that famous flowers from precious thots, lunch time with the rest of the teachers, and the teachers day dinner held @ Ritz Carlton last Saturday night.
Even that bf had a gift for me. Hahahah. So unexpected! hahahah :) Thanky manky hokay!
 We were all spiced up in Retro Dresses, mini-skirts and all those 50s-70s era clothes,accessories, and etc.
 Before the event, we all had engaged a make-up artist for ourselves :)  Ritz Carlton hotel :) Blasting from the past :)  Paparazzi time ;) Ehem!
And congrats CT for the winning the IPOD shuffle for the lucky draw. You are lucky! So anyone thinking of calling CT, fat hopes la. She wont be able to hear ur call, as she is busy with her IPOD shuffle. akakkakaka :P And before i forget, Happy fasting people ! Im going back to sleep now ....
:: 43 monthsary ::
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Insomnia Infatuate When you sleep,
I touch your face. And kiss your eyes. Closed for now; Till morning shines. You breathe your breaths; Some hushed.Some not. Each one still means; You're here with me. And with me here,You breathe nightly. For when you sleep; The self restore. So you're my love; A new day more. " Opposite attracts then they drive each other insane...."
:: 3 in 1 ::
Monday, August 25, 2008
Been a little tied down with many things that by the time i reached home its either lesson planning or lesson evaluations to be completed.
On that note, let me do a brief entry of what i had done over the past days.
Last Friday went for excursion to Jurong Bird Park. It was a good experience for me as the organizer. Many things happened, but it was a well-worth lesson to be learnt and remembered!
After that stressful tiring day, dear fetched me. Or else i think i would have crawled back home. (as if.) There he greeted me with a black top that he bought @ Suntec for me. He must be feeling rich that week :P hahah... That he gave me two tops in a week. Or isit im just plainly lucky :) Hahah. Thanks bf!
On Saturday, i went out with Kai and Zizie. First time meeting Kai's gf though. Sweet babe and ver soft spoken. And we were fine together :p Too ba Abd and his gf couldnt joined us. After lunch @ Lido, we went to Marina. Wanted to go KBOX, but it was packed. So decided to go for bowling. Again, luck wasnt on our side. It was also full. And we would only be placed on waiting list. Of course it was a no-no for us. So the guys suggested to go for pool. It was a great game!
It was the battle of couples and also battle of the sexes.
 On Monday(yesterday) went to Ayam Penyet Ria @ TM, as i was jus plainly sick(honest!) of eating fast food. For those close to me, they would know that im a 101% choosy on food. And those who know better, I neva like to eat at BANQUET, Kopitiam Or which ever Banquet that is too clean or too dirty. Weird i noe! Even if the place serve the best food in town, i wont even have a bite of it. So weeks ago, dear bought this ayam penyet and had it packed. And he "lied" to me saying that he bought it from Ayam Penyet house @ Bugs. Of course upon hearing it, i gobbled them up. And after i had licked it clean, he said it was actually from the Ayam Penyet Ria @ TM banquet. Thank god, i didnt vomit them out. So yesterday was my very first time to actually EAT at a banquet cum Kopitiam. hahha.... And i love it! Thank the other half for the 'lie'.
 Anyway, im neva a freak of theatre performing arts. But these two brochures that i chanced upon yesterday, tempt me very much! Hmm.. Time to get the tickets!! Presenting "Gemuk Girls" and " Labour Lost" :)
:: My Heroine ::
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping She's lost in peaceful dreams So I turn out the lights andlay there in the dark  And the thought crosses my mind If I never wake up in the morning Would she ever doubt the way I feel About her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only one And if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last  If tomorrow never comes 'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life Who never knew how much I loved them Now I live with the regret That my true feelings for them never were revealed So I made a promise to myself To say each day how much she means to me And avoid that circumstance Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes Will she know how much I loved her Did I try in every way to show her every day That she's my only oneAnd if my time on earth were through And she must face the world without me Is the love I gave her in the past Gonna be enough to last If tomorrow never comes.... i love you nenek :'( May you be healthy and strong each and everyday..
:: ...... ::
Friday, August 22, 2008
Met up with wani and her sis, last Wednesday after school. Initially i wanted to go to Airport for dinner with them, but since her sis was not intending to travel anyway far, so we stayed around in Tamp in the end. Did some window shopping before settling our buts at Coffee bean. We were there from evening till night mind you. Talked about everything under the sun. Hhaahahah.
Anyway i had a great time though! We even had time to plan a holiday to Bangkok in November. Though initially that woman wanted to go to Australia OR Genting instead. Let's see how things goes hokay babe! Wateva it is, i cant wait!!
 Since i didnt get to have my dinner @ Popeyes with wani and her sis on Wednesday, me and dear decided to drop by Terminal 3 to satisfy my taste buds the next day. Eversince that love boy bought his studio like 'flash' or wateva it is called (im an idiot in all these photography terms btw) he just couldnt wait to try them on.
 See that studio like 'flash' thing at the corner. Thank god that wasnt much people around. Wanted to settle down for fondue at Earle Swensens, but as it was getting cold with the rain pouring outside, we decide to postpone it and spend our time at the viewing mall instead. Sometimes these kind of things made the stress go away.  After spending quite sometime there, we headed down to the level 1 Sportslink as dear wanted to get shoes for himself. As usual he is always choosy when in comes to choosing shoes. And after chosing the one he liked, the shop had no more of his size for the shoe he wanted. Poor boy. Thus we left the shop, but dear made a promised to drop by other Sportslink branches to find the one he wanted.  Anyway to my dearest dear, thank you for the blue top below. He couldnt wait to see me putting it on, and me being lazy to change, jus went to the toilet and wore it over my purple top. crazy i noe :P
:: Eternal Bliss ::
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
As i checked my mail today, i was struck upon seeing the bf msn nick appearing in one of my mail slots. Of course, i ignored the rest of the mail, and click on his FIRST. :D  The email touched me very much, as the bf rarely does send such things. He is a man of few words you know. So when i get an email from him its like winning 4D( I dun play 4D btw)!
Anyway to the bf, we have embarked on a journey of eternal bliss where we pledged to love and care in times of merriment and despair, hoping to seal this mutual agreement with an engagement and future together. Before the rest of you reading here, decide to bombard me with Qns such as ,when and watsoever, let me assure you that it wont be so soon. We still young you know, give us a break. Allow him to complete his degree first hokay. And i hope mine too :P insyallah. And perhaps, allow Farah and Yani to tie their knots first hokay :P (roll eyes)
Anyway,after a period of 3 years 7months together,(cant challenge Yani and partner who are attached for more than 4years already) we're still best friends. We talk, debate, discuss, argue, and make up. We can still laugh at ourselves, each other and life and we continue to grow ever more adept to the forthcoming connubial union.
There is a lot lesser drama now. More strength, less beads of sweat. More understanding, less white knuckling through life although I’m not so sure any couple is totally free from it. Things are definitely looking up.
Throughout these years, I learnt that love is a commitment, not just of time and energy but of self. It requires most of all, best of all, humor and flexibility. The need to keep on holding his/her feelings in high esteem as well as holding the relationship in high regard and to never take the other half for granted. Add to the mix respect, admiration, empathy, support, attention and passion -- and there you have it, the recipe for a good relationship.
To the bf, thank you for being there especially going thru the hard times now, assuring me everything will be fine. I got one line right and may that never change, all I want to be is your one and only love today.So here's to our next chapter of life and beyond, i heart you with all my heart & soul! (",*)
::Overdued entry 090808 ::
Thursday, August 14, 2008
The ndp concert at last was over! With that the teachers can now heaved a sigh of relieved.I teared while watching all of them dance.The memories of scolding them, teaching and correcting their dance steps.The never ending dance practices, the cracking of brain to revamp and changng the dance steps after the vetting.
AT last its over.Sometimes being a teacher jus may make you tired and the thought and urge of leaving work will be very strong, but when you see them performing and giving their best,all you can do is just smile and thats the greatest gift.
After the concert was done, i was jus glad. Now my mind is in peace. So on Saturday, me and dear went for the ndp @ Marina together with his parents. As his sister had to attend to a wedding, the ticket was given to Khai. Left house @ 2, his dad picked us up, and off we went. Parked the car @ Lavender, before proceeding to take the train to city hall.
Upon reaching City Hall, it was only 3
 Thus dear's mum suggested to walk around first, and we drop by McD. Got ourselves Sundae each and once done, we decided to make our way there. It was my 2nd time meeting the mum, and thank god this time she was very nice towards me. And i was literally touched. LOLZ
:: Staying strong ::
I noe that im supposed to update the national day event that i went last Saturday. But i just cant help it.
Just last week, i was very happy. I was one of the thousands spectators watching the NDP. But here i am today.. Knees wobbled as jellies.
After the visit to the polyclinic, it was another appointment at CGH yesterday. Thank god dear was there with me. I was going to the toilet nearly 4times in jus 30mins...
Waitin for my turn was jus threatening.Going thru for the scans was jus horryfying..Meeting the surgeon was neva my dream. That point of time, i jus wished that i can run away, telling myself that im dreaming. But i noe, im just crazy to dream of those.. Dear was as per normal assuring me that everything will be fine. I jus smiled. Deep down oni god noes..
Smses from those who noes,were someting that jus made me cry. I told myself i wont cry. But in the end i did, after the sms frm yani and after the talk by M.J.
Went to school today, i did my usual. Preparing things and doing lessons as per normal..
Never even talking about it. The ones who noes, neva asked me anyting. While conducting lesson, i break down. Maybe i have grown too attached with them. The rest of the day, i didnt talk much. Though i smile and talk as per normal.
One of my close fren told me tis... " tuhan takkan memberi dugaan yang hambanya tidak mampu menanggung"
im holding on to the words, forcing myself to stay strong.
This Monday, i will be going for the operation. I will be strong i hope.. All i wished is for your prayers..
:: In denial ::
Sunday, August 10, 2008
This morning as i sat down on bed, i recalled back the events that had happened mainly in 2008. Too much had happened till i just couldnt say anything but to carry on.
.jpg) Honestly, i dunno what else to expect further down the road. Im never a brave gal nor the one to take risks. But..but.. at times like this, i have no other choices, except either to go on and face the truth or sit here and cry. I have been chosing the second choice all these while, going tru it but doing nothing, except to silently blaming fate, and putting a fake smile.Avoiding others at school, limiting my talks to the usual two friends( you noe who you are babes :) ) during lunch.. All because i have no more humour in me, no more laughs to laugh on. Even when im out with dear and my other friends or families, i have not been talking to much. Not because im quiet, but honestly, all i have in me is jus plainly tears. I have lost the faith but still clinging to it. Get the picture? i doubt you dont. Somehow, after the trip out with his parents yesterday, i gathered all the courage till i made up my mind to face the truth and take whateva it is god has plan for me. Dun ask me, what magic powers they had instill on me, or sparks they had light up for me. I can say none of the above. Even i myself, do not noe, how and from where the strength came from.  Silently i made up my mind to visit the polyclinic after many fail attempts to do so, this Wednesday. I didnt want to tell my dear ones infact. But i guess, i needed the strength, thus i told dear. Im pretty sure the journey will be a normal one, the usual ride and dates we normally go. Except this time, i might be the quiet one.  I dont know what to expect, though i prepared myself for the worst. Even though deep down i noe i have not much strength for the worst, TRUTH. .jpg) Honestly even dear was angry with me, for thinking about school and the kids if i was SUPPOSE and ASK to rest.. Not that im a crazy freak for work, but deep down i noe how others would feel if there are short of teachers. Sometimes when you sacrificed alot for school, friends or families they may not see it, but instead see you as a bad one, or the black sheep. Whateva it is, i just want and need the prayers from all. I hope things will be fine..
:: Thank you babes ::
Monday, August 04, 2008
As promised and requested by the two love babes, to post the photos and blog about it...
Thank you Ct and Yani for the bag. I love it!!
Heart you both :)
Thank you once again!
 The love babes :)
:: Thank you ::
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Last week, when i came back to school after the birthday leave, Bao Ling and Zilah surprised me with a bdae cake from four leaves :) Very nice you noe!
It was suppose to be for me and yani,but that girl was on her birthday leave. Thus, i blew the candles on her behalf, cut the cake on her behalf and eat the cake on her behalf :P hahaha...
Anyway thank you Bao Ling for the cake, and thank you Zilah for bringing the cake. Iwas surprised seriously!
 Posing with the cake :)
 The cake :)  And thank you Bao Ling for the perfume too. As usual, u jus loved to secretly placed tings in my bag and made me surprised. Hahaha.. Heart heart you ok :)  Thank you to my dear for the memorable 20th bdae. From the pizza hut pre-birthday treat, to the seoul garden lunch on my bdae, and the baking of the cake, though i noe it was your first attempt :P. Thank you for ordering the necklace online. Thank you for the oreo cake from Royals surprise. Thank you for being here on my 20th bdae :) I love you :)  Thank you Abd, Kai and Muhida for going along with dear's plan and keeping it a hush hush from me. For putting up a good act and pretending u guys dunno anyting. *roll eyes* Thank you to my aunt and grandma for ordering Arnolds for me today :) I love you both too much hokay. Thank you to my uncle and aunty and family for the cash-money gift :) And thank you mum for cooking up my favourite dish and the cake for me :) And the bdae money treat. Thank you to the rest for the birthday wishes, the smses, the email greeting cards, the msns wish... Thank you for making my 20th bdae a memorable one :)
::Birthday shoutout for the babe ::
Happy birthday to my dear friend :) I heart you, i swear! I still remember how i hated her, not really hate la, but somehow i didnt like the look on her face. Neva even smile at all. I was thinking, this babe, must be one 'attitude-minah'. hahha.. But i did talked to her,after she made the first move, asking me a Question. I still remember the way she talked.. " erm..erm.. you noe how i can get the central register?" hahhaa... She has been my gossips partner, my nonsensical partner, my attitude partner to MJ... hahha :)
I heart you babe!!
Get married fast hokay ;)
 Anyway, i noe i have not been religiously blogging. I have too many pics to upload seriously. But
i have been editting them, and saving them only. I will try to upload them pretty soon hokay. Maybe the reason was because, dear had made me a couch potato. Thanks to the movies which he had stored at his psp for me to watch during the weekends. So i spent my weekend, with his psp, while he burn his fair looking face under the scorching hot sun for the NDP preview yesterday. I just loved the movie, 'p.s. i love you' and the movie 'click'. I must have been busy with my work, that i have been missing out on all the good movies. No longer the couple who always hit the cinemaa and be the one to catch the latest hot movies! hmm... While watching the movie, 'p.s. i love you' i teared. The storyline is about this woman whose husband passed away just days before her birthday. and on her 30th bdae, she received a cake and a letter from the husband, which he had arranged for it to be sent out, before his death. Following on, she continued to receive letters from the husband, which the husband had smartly wrote before his death and planned carefully the days for the letter to be sent out. Each letter taught her to move on and carry on with her life. Not an easy task here. If i was her, i dunno how i would ever dealt with it..
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