I was on holiday mood leave for 4 days. And jus came back to school today. Which explains why im blogging right now. Sneaking some free time to blog on school. :P boo!
Anyway the plan for a barbecue date was great! I enjoyed myself alot! Have to give credits to dear who went to order the uncooked otah and chicken online. And also who went to get the instant grill from Giant.
I brought chicken franks though!
The munch munch snacks and Peach Tea.
The beach :)
The charcoal.
The uncook food :)
OoOOoOo.. YUMMMY!
Eating and barbecueing
After the barbecue, went to McCafe to get our favourite chocolate drink. And also as dear wanted to finish his assignment on Depressions and counselling.
as usual i entertained myself by surfing the nets and cam-whoring...WooOooOo!
Hmmmm... Postnatal Depression?
Scary
:: FareWell ::
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Although crying alone is something I resented, paradoxically, it helped to calm this aching heart. The purgation of fear is overbearing that it is impossible not to shed a tear. As the heart started to heal slowly (so does the recollection of hopes and dreams), I began to realize that it was no point bickering on something that I have no full control off. Tho the force majeur was unexpected and obviously disappointing, I should divert it as a positive challenge to further emend my skills to its highest potential.
Ignore my nonsensically laments. Brush those negative vibes aside *:* shoo *
Anyway i noe i have not been updating religiously here. Sorry for those who have been asking me to update. Ok here it goes... Hmm.. Where should i start? *rub sleepy eyes *
Last week was indeed a busy week for both me and dear. Not really me who is tied down with 'events' but it was the bf who was the busy one! So blame him! chet :P
He has been busy with the every-week-date with his new gf. The NDP. Yah u heard read me right. I dont understand why NDP photographers must also come down for the rehearsals practices. Like what dear said, '...different rehearsals different pics/shots taken. Besides get ourselves get used to event to take better shots of the actual day itself..'
Okok. i get it. But as long you get me this year NDP's ticket,im fine with it :P Not enough with being tied down with NDP rehearsals, he was also tied down for the IT show. I have always told him to count me out of the IT shows, UNLESS if i really badly need to get something. Otherwise, im never going. Simply bcoz i hate crowded places and those sloooooowwww moving crowds that jus L-O-V-E to block your way. Never my cup of tea!
Of course he was once again overjoyed *clap hands* getting his new laptop that includes face detection software. No longer needs to type password. Thats the only thing i like about it, as the rest of the features are the same like dear's previous one.
And he got this for me. Not really anything much, but yah i lurve it. New skin for my MP3! * shouts hooray *
Anyway, last Thursday, went to Swensens with my friends. Mainly to treat ourselves after the looong tiring never-ending workloads! And also our farewell to Zilah and Diyana.
Thanks to MJ, the big capital P for Principal, who treated us all.!!!
My delicious fish and chips. Was contemplating between Spagetti and fish and chips. But ended up settled for fish and chips instead :)
And Raudah brought along her daughters. Both Rushda and Durrah.
Ya you remembered, the cute,small and adorable Durrah?
She has grown so much!
'wipe saliva' slurp..... Do you see what im seeing D1?
hmmm...
oOOooO... Thats the reason why you got hook on this Mother Witch. Hahaha!
Durrah: Sis (step young for a while k) Yani, are you feeding me or yourself? Close your mouth la! tsk..tsk..
Durrah: I see another Mother Witch. Which spoon should i have first...? hmmm...
The Farewell....
*wipes tears *
Hugs, Kisssess, Smooches!
Next up is the updates of the holiday pics.
Still in 'holiday-ing' mood :P
::: Arty Smart :::
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Went La Salle yesterday afternoon as dear's sis work was on displayed for the Degree in Media arts exhibition they had there.
Im not an art freak as i noe i had not much talent on ARTS. But from far i do appreciate arts especially those weird and eye-catching ones.
Hmmm, the names on the display wall. Guess her name... ;)
The owner of the FORTRESS video sculpture!
Her fortress Video sculpture :)
Hers was very eye-catchy and unique
The 1001 post-it on her artpiece!
Inspirational and some are really funny!
Really showcase herself, thats wat dear said. Just made you want to continue reading ALL.
And it really made me stand there from one corner to another just to read A-L-L of them!
This is a creative and interesting idea. I didnt noe that from the word SITI she can come out with many other ways to potray her name. These are just S-O-M-E from the rest she had!
Creative!
Snapshots of her video.
My remarks: What i can see is that she is trying to showcase her feelings,her emotions, her life, her routines in the video to provide viewers to understand her sculpture better :)
The other faculty-Degree in fashion designing and jewellery making and some other...
One word: Impressive :)
::Wild Wild WET::
Went Wild Wild wet last week and boy it was so much fun! Been a really loooooong time eversince i step there.
The wonderful rides
The underwater camera!!!
The cam really helps us especially to take underwater pics!
After shower!
I look tired man!
MCcafe Treats!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
I nearly tear while watching this video. Nice video and nice lyric... Somehow this video traced back to our past..
This video was last shown by dear to me on 2006.. Watching it once again, this time, brought back all the memories once again...
:::Shayne ward breathless:::
Monday, June 09, 2008
If our love was a fairy tale I would charge in and rescue you On a yacht baby we would sail To an island where we’d say I do And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true You don’t even know how very special you are [Chorus] You leave me breathless You’re everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can’t believe that you’re mine You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you’re leaving me Breathless And if our love was a story book We would meet on the very first page The last chapter would be about How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made
And if we had babies they would have your eyes I would fall deeper watching you give life You don’t even know how very special you are You leave me breathless You’re everything good in my life You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you’re leaving me You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me You’re like an angel The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me But all I can do is try Every day of my life You leave me breathless You’re everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you’re leaving me Breathless You leave me breathless You’re everything good in my life You leave me breathless I still can’t believe that you’re mine You just walked out of one of my dreams So beautiful you’re leaving me Breathless
::: Satisfied :::
Sunday, June 08, 2008
I've been racking my brain trying to figure out a word to describe the outing we had yesterday. I kept tangled in a huge pot of adjectives since one seems insufficient and inaccurate to illustrate the whole magnificent day. Hmm... Let me simply put it as an absolutely fantabulous as well as enriching and heartwarming outing. A total fun with a bucket full of laughter. In other words, definitely a day well spent! (",*)
The lovers decided to head down to Arab Street for a hearty meal, as the beau wanted to try the House of Briyani restaurant badly. Lunch there was bathed in the radiance of the spectacular and romantic lightings which was calming to the soul. Not long after the admiration of such spectacular view, the dainty meal got into our brain that we became nuttier by the minute. I realized that my dear, with his ever so eager face yet very amiable and considerable manners tried not to take refuge in querulousness when it came to the heart to heart talk and recalling the past. It had always been easy venting out the incommodious feelings to him. Most importantly, there was no austere interruption which made consultation an easy flow.
More topics were discussed over at House of Briyani restaurant, my very first experience on what they called as the Arab Street cosy experience'. It was a great place to sit back, relax and catch up on old times. Plus, the sense of art was distinctive, I could see, smell and feel it everywhere along the lane. No wonder it has been the talk of every batch of teens. It was unique in many ways despite its small area. Not forgetting the many signature design clothes and great bargain too. Gosh! How I ogled on them! Heh! The ambience and comfortable environment! Nice touch :)
It was the Nasi Briyani and everything on the plate which totally won us over. The gravy was rather thick and had all the wonderful spices which made it delectably savory. Served while it was still piping hot, it had an interesting mix of eastern spices and chicken. It was by far the best Nasi Briyani I've ever tasted! Not to mention the ‘dalcha’ which was uberly saporous. Out of this world!
Our decision to chose the Afghanistan and Turkish Nasi Briyani wasnt wrong! We literally felt in love with it.Although we can find the same dishes at hawker food stalls, they were true when they said that theirs were authentic. The taste was different from the ordinary ones. The flavors are more distinct and refined. Very unique indeed.
The Ayam Merah wasn't so bad either. The lovely lemongrass, turmeric, cumin and coriander really went so well with the chicken. Unfortunately, the chicken that day just missed that extra kick I was expecting. I preferred my chicken to be fried first before dipping into the gravy, but theirs was most pobably boiled first. But nevetheless, the Ayam merah is superbly delicious, that even dear was amazed that i finished the whole plate all by myself. I guess, if no one was there, i would have licked my whole plate CLEAN.
We will sure be dine-in there again!
The Aftemath :)
::: Lazy Morning :::
Friday, June 06, 2008
Was awaken by the vibrating of my hp at 10.30am tis morning. Despite being in Lalala land, i managed to dug on my pillows on that queen size bed of mine, to search for my hp. I rarely placed my hp on my table top beside my bed, dun ask me why, but i always found my hp somewhere on the bed.
hahah...
Dear smsed me the usual morning greetings followed by saying that he was on his way to the 'Are you ok' event. So that means our plans to the beach for rollerblading was postponed. But dear consoled me by saying that we will be going shopping later in the afternoon which means he will be picking me up @ 1.
I looked at the clock on my purple wall, as my mind calculated the number of hours that i could bunked back to Lalala land. heheh :P
*Its not everyday that i could sleep this long you know* Hhmph!
Anyway im wide awake now... Gonna get ready later.. Meanwhile now, i be surfing the net...
Cant to wait to get my Guess bag..Though i will cost me a bomb. yeah!!!
hAVE a great weekend peeps!
::: Mistxdilz @ Randomz :::
Thursday, June 05, 2008
I have been very busy during the past few days. With the June camp @ Sembawang Primary School for 3days.
At last its over. *clap hands*
But it was a great camp, i can say. Really enjoyed myself despite the very sunny weather! Phew!
Anyway, took this pic last Saturday, was helping my aunt with her mak andam stuffs as she had a wedding to go last Sunday.
And i like the pengantin dress that she designed for the bride. Sadly, it was way way to big for me...hahha...As the bride is quite big in size.
The gatal me with the designed nikah dress!
Meanwhile, i have not been meeting dear these days. I have been busy with my school work and dear has been busy with the event that will be happening this 7th JuNE.
He has to be involved in this event as this is one of the requirements he has to complete in order to finish his degree in psychology course.
If im not lazy on that day, i drop by to see u dear!
::: Darling Nurul Qasyina:::
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Last Sunday, went to KKH to visit dear's cuzin Nurul Qasyina who was admitted due to high fever and following on with fits.I was of course nervous.. First time meeting his aunt who was there taking care of nurul that day. Dear assured me that his aunt is nice and would be very happy to see me. Sad to say, this gf of his is stubborn and was thinking twice about going in the ward. Upon reaching there, went to the gifts shop to get Nurul some gifts.I chanced upon some soft cute and adorable bears but dear know her best and we continued to find someting suitable for her.
I saw this cute bear balloon and gleefully decided to purchase it for her :) Dear had no say as i was persistent to get it :) Happily, we made our way to her ward.
I fell in love with that cutie pie the moment i saw her. She is so smart and cute :) The moment she saw me, she smiled and 'salam' me, when dear's aunt asked her to do so.
She didnt look sick at all, happily dancing on her bed and playing with dear who was busy entertaining her.The moment she saw the bear i was holding, she wanted to have it. But she didnt asked for it,but instead were looking at it from far. So when dear gave it to her, she was overjoyed! Could see the excitement from her face :)
And when Kak As wanted to give her medication, she took it without any grumblings and without a fuss.Such a good dearie!
Kak Dila see u soon k darling :)
*hopes*
::: Past, Present, Future :::
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Afternoon plans were made to head down for spa as dear got himself some spa-Ing Voucher and later to roam around and do some shopping,. But last minute, plans were cancelled as we decide to just sit down and really enjoy a buffet meal at Seoul Garden, as the last time when we went with the guys, we were kinda rushing. And so this time, we decided to try Seoul Garden at Bugis Junction. In short, I enjoyed the cosy and romantic ambience! Will head down there more often it seems ;)
It was a great time spending the afternoon Saturday, ‘cooking’ and eating our food and yes we talked alot, and i do admit that it's been a while since we last talked about us, our busy schedules, the future and the plans that followed.The future brings fear and uncertainty to me, to us. At times i'm finding it hard to grasp the fact that even after nearly three and half years of being together, on and off, the future is still a blur for us. But this time round, we knew that it’s serious. And the only thing that is in line for us at the moment is, for dear to complete his degree and hoping i get mine soon too.
And after lunch, we went for some shopping,despite the pouring rain. My eyes oogled on so much stuffs and I felt in love with these two GUESS bags at OG. Was torn to choose both. In the end, I decided to come back again next week perhaps, to grab one of the those I have chosen.
We continued talking along the way and how we realised that time draws us apart and ironically it has also amalgamates us back.
Even so we're preparing for the worst but at the same time, praying for the best. reality...we have got to have reality checks. not everything we want is what we get, and not everything we hope for will be the best. however, that doesn't go to say that we'll leave it all up to fate right? destiny is up to us to shape and determine. we've worked hard, we're tried and we're talking one step at a time. sometimes i just want to leap in and declare to all that this is US, this is who WE are and we are ONE. IYES t might sound idealistic and some might even say it's puppy love or perhaps its just infatuation afterall. but to us, it is love. we've grew and learned that others around us is a factor and slowly we know that. things have been better compared to three years ago, and certain people have been able to accept us. still, he gives me a reality awakening once in a while when i'm totally dillusional in love.
not yet, not yet - he says. the time will come. questions have aroused and yes, doubts too. then again, whoever said the road to love was a smooth one? but gosh, do i have a strain in my neck now. Ouch...
After shopping dear wanted to visit his cuzzy who was admitted at KKH. But i wasnt ready yet, THE! I was pretty sure that many of his relatives were there at the hospital thus i create some stupid reasons to postpone the visit :P
I'm done Winsy.. What's the next topic? Guess you have to wait for the next update though... Hehehe ;)
Hmmmm... Postnatal Depression?
Upon reaching there, went to the gifts shop to get Nurul some gifts.I chanced upon some soft cute and adorable bears but dear know her best and we continued to find someting suitable for her.
And after lunch, we went for some shopping,despite the pouring rain. My eyes oogled on so much stuffs and I felt in love with these two GUESS bags at OG. Was torn to choose both. In the end, I decided to come back again next week perhaps, to grab one of the those I have chosen. 
not yet, not yet - he says. the time will come. questions have aroused and yes, doubts too. then again, whoever said the road to love was a smooth one? but gosh, do i have a strain in my neck now. Ouch...