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--Diah Mastura--
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

December is nearing and so is 2008. The same old question, what is your new year's resolution? Or is it still way too early to pop that question? Well, i am never that person who sticks with her own resolution. That explains why i am with no resolution for the past years.
And 2008, you're no exception babe!
But even though i dont really do them,the resolutions are well-stored in my mind and i will revert to it every now and then to ensure im still on the right track.
Well 2007, have brought in many fond memories. In all, its a bitter sweet year for me.
Too many things happened this year that sum of those that happen, i only watch them crumble down right before my eyes like the game of jingga?! I couldnt help but to ponder on what went wrong.
Deep inside behind that arrogant facade, i missed them alot. A year later, 2007 you've open the door to our hearts. In between those times, i realised what went wrong and i made a twist to my own fairytale.
Again 2007, just like every other year where you would put all my faith and patience to a test. No one is without flaws, thus no relationship is perfect. We've been at our worse, at times our voices seems like windchimes. This no one knows,but only us.
A lot has happened, there were times where i could have even put a white flag above my head and say, "Thats it, Im done. I rest my case."
But what brought us here till today, Is that trust and hope that we've built throughout all these times together. There's always the rainbow after a heavy rain. And i believe for every down fall theres always room for improvements.
I may not write very well like my favourite authors and i dont leave my readers to decipher my entry with all the profound words. I may not be the most successful teacher nor becoming a pro psychologist. But if you would stay a little longer, i promise you wont be disappointed.
And so, i think i'll put an end todays entry with a quote,"True love does not come by finding the perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly."
This is the final closure.
Sharp as the frost in the morning,
Soft as my breath mixes with yours
Friday, November 23, 2007
2nd day not working/schooling was great!!! Met up with the bf and had breakfast @ afghanistan coffeshop and ate prata. :) yummy!!!
We rarely had time to sit down togther and have a proper cheap yet NICE breakfast :)
Then after lunch decide to go VIVO. Been quite sum time since we last went there.. Went shopping and some window -shopping too.. As it was lunch-time, we had lunch at Long John, since i was craving for the fries and shrimps :P yummy.... And again, we took our time there and just enjoyed the time and food :)
.jpg) After lunch, the bf wanted to go Coffee Bean( craving for coffee maybe :P)... So being the 'very baik' and 'very understanding' girlfriend (smiles *), i agreed, though i actually wanted Starbucks.. hahaha :) .jpg) So again, took our time there till bout 3.30pm. I spent the time playing his PSP, while he was busy with his laptop.. See, im such a nice yet very baik girlfriend, entertaining and keeping myself occupied while he was doing his work :) (yah rite,self-praised *) .jpg) AT 2.15pm :) .jpg) At 3.30pm :P " Some people complain about the thorns on the branches, but others thank for the roses "
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
I was on leave.. Initially planned to go genting but in the end tak jadi... So since my dear was free too, we decide to meet up.. Had no plans, so decide to go cycling at beach... So met up with dear, and off we went to Parkway parade. First stop Giant, to get some crackers. Then off to KFC to get BRUNCH :)
Cute tak ;)  sEE, all the shops are not opened yet, EXCEPt GIANT :p hAHAHAHA..  At last... FOOOOOD :p  Me posing :)  More of me.... hehehe  The bf snapped my pics, without me knowing .... Spot me :P ?  As, it was raining, we decide not to go cycling and we decide to leave.So, decide to walk around parkway parade.. the shop that me and dear fell in love with ;) gREAT, NO! sUPeRB :p
 Then dear stop by Chocz and got me my favourite marshmallows dipped with chocz.. Yummy :) Thanks dear :)  Me cam-whore using dear's psp :) hehehe..  Yummmylicious!! all MINE! :o BOO!  Posing outside dear's car :) But it was a great day!!! thanks dear :)
Saturday, November 17, 2007
Im thankful for the fact that i noe i still have a good home.. im thankful for the fact that i noe i still have my beloved mum. And im thankful to the bf and ct for hearing me out...
i cant take tis pain any longer. Its biting me slowly. I have been faking the smiles, the laughter. I have been occupyin myself with schools.
Just to keep myself from tinking about it. I dun want to burst cryin and make everyone pity me. I want to lead a normal life like others too I jus wan to be happy and not faking it out to show others that i am
i dunno why things turn out tis way, at my age of 19... Its much more depressing, coz i can think maturedly. But thinking and too much thinking makes u sick But when you have grown up and think maturedly, u noe wat to do.
but if i wish to do my way, i might hurt my love ones. For now, i can oni pray... for the best.... i jus hope tings will be better...
honestly i cant take it... but im going on, taking the pain yet deep down.... only god noes how it feels...
tess called me a few minutes ago, to talk about work.. she is a funny woman.. she managed to make me smile at least..
* god helps me please...i cant take this any longer *
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Dear gave me this choc ... So sweet of him kan ;) *winks to the bf * Choc does wonders, to me la... NoW im feeling much better :) Tired of restin and sleeping and eating medicine... Mum, doesnt seem to like me eating too much chocz.. Esp, since im starting to feel better... Better get this choz away before i finished the whole box... *oooo...addictive *
 Thank you dear.. Those simple absent-minded gestures that you did, was really thoughtful and as mushy as I might sound, it was sweet. Its these unexpected moments that I enjoy most with you.
"....An imperfect heart, but that’s how our love is, imperfect, so we can keep on trying to achieve perfection. Thank you, my boy, for the chocolate..."
I was having flu and diarrhoea yesterday and last night. This morning when i took my temperature it was 38.5. So i decided took mc as my body felt very weak and couldnt get up of bed.
Slept till 10+ and went to doc at about 11+. Doc said i got food poisoning and fever. So i was given a couple of medicines and 2 day mc.. hahah :) Surprisingly!! Tot i wld jus got a day off.
Took cab home and went to bed straight after taking the medicines. They medicines jus made me drowsy and kinda giddy. No mood to even surf the net at all. No mood to watch tv. No mood to do assignment. No mood to do anything. Even now,while blogging, i felt rather tired and still giddy.
 Argh.. back to bed again!!!
Thursday, November 08, 2007
" We dont own the TIME to have LONG talks...We dont have the CHANCE for more LAUGHS, and though OUR worlds dont meet, i hope you are fine...."

I had a wonderful time today! Initially wanted to go cycling with dear, but as the clouds look rather threatening, we cancel our plan and thanks to mum who suggested that we go to the Istana as its open to public today.
 So, yah, we ended up going to the Istana. And though I have been staying in Singapore for 19 years already, It was my first time going there, and yes i was very excited!! haha... Wow!! The Istana is really nice. Nice view and nice scenery.. (Psst: i wish i can have my wedding pics taken there:P )hahaha...
One of the flowers pictures taken at the Istana :) Nice right? :)
I took tons of pictures as usual.. But im jus tired too post all..When im free, i will post la hokay! So after spending nearly 2hours there, we were feeling very hungry.We didnt took our breakfast at all.. And it was already 2 when we went out of the Istana. So I suggested to go to Fig n olive. But it was kinda far...
So dear suggested to go to Seoul Garden. I didnt agree initially, as those who noe me well, i dun eat that much. And going to Seoul Garden is like wasting of money. But in the end i agree, as i have been craving for it too.. So we went to Seoul Garden @ Taka, Orchid.
 And it costs us $51.30. But it was kinda worth, as the bf ate on my behalf... hahaha..
 The spread of food.... Yummy :) Thanks dear.. Love you :)
Sunday, November 04, 2007
"........it doesnt matter whether its a good day for me today, but as long im happier with my life"
Did you remember months ago, that i said, i didnt like donut? But i guess, i surrender.. Im now, a donut craze :) Thanks to the bf, for buying n eating donuts from summer house donuts, donut factory and now Red DOnuT. Yes, you heard me right. Now i no longer need to take train to bugs or city to get donuts, coz now i can simply have it everyday. The shop had just opened at Tampines interchange. Nice i must say:P yUMMylicious!!!
And the bf bought 2 whole box and got himself 2 extra donuts for free just before he met me yesterday. Thanks dear. I love them. And since he knew i love oreo-donuts, he got me 4 out of 6 of the donuts, OREO DONUT.. hehe..Love u lots.. And one more box, he asked me to give my beloved grandma..And of course, me n grandma had a great time last night dear..
 My another favourite donut..  Dear's favourite donut..  Thanks dear for the donuts and this picture.. It touches me so much..  Though it was my first time bringing you over to meet my mum, and my grandma, im glad that everything went out so well... Hopefully it will forver... Dun ask me why, i have the courage to bring u over, but i jus feel at ease.. Dunt ask me why.
"....This s shadow inside runs so deep That even twilight seems to fade Don’t come too close I fearIt may take you too...."
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