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Credits
--Diah Mastura--
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Wednesday, October 31, 2007
* Took the pic above while on the way to airport :P
You've made your way well in this world despite all the obstacles you've had to faced. You have survived a lot more troubles than most people. You have had to deal with difficult people, ridiculous rules, and tempestuous relationships.Love for you can be as intense as the fire on the face of the sun. You are either very calm on the inside when there is a lot of insanity going on around you, or you shut people up and take charge. You are as comfortable alone as you are with others. You are angry at your parents but you can't change them.
You are a great lover when you find that rare mate who is your equal, otherwise your relationships do not go well. Life is a roller coaster, and you are finding ways to make the good times better. You love sports.You feel grateful to your parents for bringing you up and making you a nice person.
Waited a long time for this
It feels right now
Allow me to introduce myself
I want you to come a little closer
I'd like you to get to know me a little bit better
Meet the real me
Sorry you can't define me
Sorry I break the mold
Sorry that I speak my mind at times
Sorryif i don't do what I'm told
Sorry if I don't fake it
Sorry I come too real
I will never hide what i really feel.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
The bf booked 2 tickets of the movie UNREST yesterday. Called me and said that the movie will start @ 7.30pm. So meet up @ about 6.30 and accompanied him to cut hair first.
Then,bought Nachos and drink. I didnt read up about the movie at all, and didnt noe at all wat it was about. The only thing the bf said was the movie was gonna be REAL scary.
True enugh, it was REAL scary till i was even afraid to shower when i got back home.Thank god didnt had any nightmare.
All i can say, that the movie was superb!!! Thanks dear for booking the tickets online and thank god we didnt have to join the long queue.
Just surfed the net and was reading the review on the movie, WOW, im impressed! They used ACTUAL HUMAN BODIES!!!
"...... many of the bodies in this movie are actual human bodies used for real Gross Anatomy classes......."
"...if you can deal with the first half of UNREST, you'll be rewarded by the second half, which totally saves it..."
Why dont you guys catch the movie ;)
 Many times in your lives, you are dropped, crumpled & ground into the dirt by the decisions you make & the circumstances that comes your way. You feel as though you are worthless.But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE YOU.The worth of your lives comes not in what you do or who you know, but by WHO YOU are
When you made a mistake, sometimes, you didnt realise it. Only people around you would realise it. But, sooner or later, the person itself will realise his/her own mistakes. From then on, they'll think & ponder what they've done, & regret starts to shoot at them. Thats good, though. Very good.
But for those who never realise their mistakes & always think they're right, they're just a piece of ego shittos. Like what Ive mentioned approximately 2 months ago, ego can be controlled. Yes, absolutely true.
For some who changed to be a better person after realising their mistakes, thumbs up. They tend to become a stronger person in life, they think & use their brains more; wiser, handles problems or issues healthily, patience, etc.
All these are just mind over body. Once your mind is in control, it controls the whole you.
This is what i call karma. Dont try to take revenge or grudges or whatsoever. Let karma hit them by itself. Let the nature takes its course, then. But when karma hits them, its worse than that mistakes you've made. Been there, done that!!
Everything happens for a reason la, Cherish your loved ones before they're gone. Or you'll regret for the rest of your life.
Patience is another issue. Its worth waiting if something good came in return. Really worth it. Patience is virtue. On the other hand, patience has its limits, too. Its just the matter of that mind over body again, even though it sounds soo difficult.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Yesterday i was invited to Apple's ROM wedding @ SAF changi chalet. Met up with the girls at TM, and waited for Zilah n hubby to pick us up :) Apple look very sweet.. So different from the teacher who has "big eyes" and be the one fierce one in school :) hahaha..
We arrived on time and the ceremony begins at 7pm.
 Us posing before the ceremony begins :)
 Thanks to Zilah and Ray who send us there!!  The food and the chalet. Apple and her hubby, Sam, was nice enough to order pizza for the muslim staffs as her other food are not Halal. So touching kan. Even her mum was nice. Could really feel their understanding about ur religion. Great hospitality i must say :) Thanks :)  Finally, a picture of all of us with the the bride and groom, and Ms Janice, our principal..  And Ms Bao Ling, decide to steal the limelight :o Hehehe... And who would have thought that our lady here is a mother of 2 kids :) Coincidentally, they happen to wear the same colour dress..  As Zilah had to leave quite early, we decide to take cab. But ema wanted to send us home. So yah, though initially we thought it was a crazy idea to get into the big lorry, or is it a truck, and drop at TM, but after much persuasion from ema, we agreed. And boy, it was an adventure for us. Thanks ema for droppping us at Tm. Quoted from yani @ my friendster : I think the truck adventure was by far the most awesome experience I've ever had in my 24 yrs of life. Sorry ah, my life's not so thrilling. It was really like a vice den eh. Imagine 5 girls hopping out from the back of the lorry near the basement's chute place. Hilarious sia. Nevertheless, it helped to destress me from the craze at work. Though our 'wishes' for 2008 would not be granted :( I still hope we'll be neighbours at least. I heart you partner!
 Lastly, Congratulation to the gorgeous babe, APPLE, you look sweet yesterday!! And congrats to your hubby, SAM too :) Neva had we seen the bride and groom left straight away after the ceremony to pay for the pizza hut delivery order :) So sweet!! Wishing you both a happy and a blissful marriage.
I will upload more of the pics.... After i get the rest of the pics from yani and zilah!! Coz my cam battery decide to go flat yesterday...
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
All i wanted was a listening ear.
Thats all.
From someone close to me...
But instead you gave me pain
hurt
hurt
....
more hurt..
If i wanted criticism, i would have said.
But i tot u noe that im very depressed at this moment
and all i want was a listening ear
Who jus listens and not criticise me
yah, right now all i wanna do is jus break down..
Living in fear, depressed.
I dun noe who else i can trust and share...
You may see me smiling anywhere i go
but deep down, i jus wished i can show u how teared my heart is..
How depressed i am now...
i accept all those u said..
and dun worry i wont trouble or bored u with these or anything anymore
Dun blame me one day, that i didnt share or tell anything to u
Monday, October 22, 2007
Things have not been well so far, in fact its going haywire.
And im feeling very low and empty.
Disappointment...
I dun noe whther i shld jus let 'him' go? Im ready to face the world alone. Hopefully.
Though i noe there are many obstacles that i have to go through. But at least, my mind will be in peace. hopefully.
If u guys happen to see me, giving you sour faces accidentally, im sorry. But i will try to act as normal as i can. And not let this affect me.
I dun have to type it here what exactly happens,
as long those close noe what i mean from this entry.
And dun worry my relationship is pretty well so far...
aNd of course the issue is not it at all...
I jus wish to run away from all these.
Even if i had to........
i jus hate u..
Hated you for doing this to me.
You the person i look up to...
But now, i no longer feel secured not safe....
I noe its too much....to say this...
But deep down
i jus wish you are '....'
I didnt mean to pray for it...
But if it does, i hope its all the best for everyone..
I rather being separated by death, than by reality.
Call me a coward, a scaredy-cat...
But you oni see the base... While i faced the rest...
sO dun judge me just by this..
And till now...
I have lost all of it.. and all i feel is hatred, anger and disappointment.
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Since i was on leave yesterday, met up with the bf after a looooong time not being able to meet up for some quality time togther. Initially he was supposed to pick me up @ 9.00 but this lazy gf of his, was still on bed wen he called @ 9.00... hehehehe ;) Thank god, the bf was patient enugh and waited for his sleepy gf to get ready.
Off, we then went to SIR building to collect his passport. The waiting time to collect was way,way toooo slow. sO Yah, we waited nearly 2hours there and was very very hungry by the time 1.30pm.
Straight away after getting his passport, we went 2 KFC @ Bugs to have our BRUNCH!!!
The rain was pouring like nobody's business the moment we step out of KFC... Since we had nothing planned on mind, the bf decided 2 sit down @ Starbucks :)
There, he surprised me with an oreo cheesecake and hot chocolate and a Sony ericsson hp!!!!!
It wasnt a surprised actually, as he had told me earlier :P
p/s: Did i tell you that i missed the oreo chocolate cake like crazy!!!
.jpg) Cup of hot chocolate anyone ? Get it your own hokay! Thats mine :P
 So we spend time doing sume personality tests that i have been addicted to recently :) And we did a test sumthing about our personality. And we had to draw a house and some blah.blah... .jpg) This was how our houses look like :P Guess which is mine, and which is his ? .jpg) And later on, after getting bored of doing the tests, we spend time doing some photoshop. And since he had his 'mini-printer' ( i can remember wat its called) with him, i printed out some of my photos. Very vain, i noe :P
So after 3hours there @ starbucks, we walk around bugis junction before heading to take the train and went back home :) Thanks dear for sending me back ;) Had a great time, though it was a short one :)
Friday, October 19, 2007
 Pictures taken with my beloved cousins @ Nenek house :)
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Your view on yourself:Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You care about other people's feelings. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
You are very shy. It takes a lot of courage for you to say "Hello" first.
You have said "Hi" to a guy first. It wasn't that difficult.
You will keep your virginity for your future husband only.
You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.
Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.
You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
From him.....
Maybe its true, they say, treasure love before it goes...
Do you know how beautiful you are to me
You are the purest angel my eyes can see
Sometimes I fell I don’t deserve you
Bcoz ur love 4me is oh so true
Baby I love you so much coz u try
Bt I noe sumtimes I jus make u cry
No on is perfect, but even then
I’ll try to love u as best as I can
My heart aches jus 2 think of this
The ache has grown so much since our first kiss
There’s oni 1 thing I ask when u are gone
Remember our love, our joy, when u are alone
We both live 2 very different lives now
But if we try hard enugh, our love might survives
I noe u feel the same way too
So baby, please I beg you dun go..
But even if our paths lead us away
And we dun find another true love till our last day
In the end, there’s still one thing we can say,
That we each found a love once, pure and true in every way.
I never meant to say goodbye
I never meant to make you cry
Forgive me dear
For im in the wrong
I noe u weak now,
But plz b strong.
So much regret so much pain,
Its useless to say,” I want you again…”
At a distance, I then see
A young couple exchanging kisses…how sweet
The look on their faces, I then notice
Was one of happiness,one of such bliss.
I noe at times I have not been the best
And there were times that I have failed your tests
There were days when you were left alone
A couple of sad times with no-one’s fault by my OWN.
 To those of you born in the 1970s or 1980s, take a trip down memory lane.. You grew up watching He-man,MASK,Transformers,Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse.Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Care bears, My Little Pony and Smurfs too... You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time.You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you,and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too. You know what SBC stands for.You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack.You find your friends with pagers and handphones cool in Secondary school. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned.The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red.The big red bell gives a loud "BEEP!" when pressed...Bus fares barely reached 50 cents.There are colourful tickets for TIBS buses.The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket. Envelopes were given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.You've probably read Young Generation magazine. You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable.You were there when they first introduced MRT here.You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to catch the scenery. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.(if we did watch movies then.)Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street .You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack),and Ding Dang / Tora (50 cents per box),that had a toy in it and it changes every week.Not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you. Hardy Boys,Nancy Drew,The Three Investigators,Famous Five and Secret Seven areprobably the thickest story books you ever thought you haveread. Even Sweet Valley High, Malory Towers. And R.S.Stine and Goosebump series were probably the scariest story you ever read. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that served food in plates and lets you use metal forks and knives. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'superwhite'... you just couldn't bring yourself to say the Hokkien relative. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth andyellow. There was once the craze over Tamiya cars and toy dispensers where you had to slot in a coin and twist the knob, while your other hand anticipated the toy to appear. 20 cents for colourful rubber balls and 50 cents / 1 dollar for toys in plastic egg shells.The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh,hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...S cience was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks? We carry out experiments of our own to get yourself badges for being a YoungZoologist/Botanist etc. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes. Your form teacher taught you Maths,Science and English.The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.Boys like to catch fighting spiders.Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes","Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Birds fly high, hard to catch. Friend like you, hard to forget". Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"There were at least 40 people in one class. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called thetimetable.
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
The bf called @ 5 and told me that he wanted to get donuts for me for break-fast. For those who know me, im not a crazy lover for donuts. Hearing the bf voice so excitedly wanted to get them, i said 'erm, ok'....of course with a fake smile.( *winks, sorry bf ;)
You know that if you smile over the other line, the person talking to you can so called detect it.
Anyway, the bf met and showed me 2 big boxes of donuts from summer house donuts that i heard had just opened recently @ Sim Lim area there. I told the bf, that i really would like to have them, but not much. Thank god the bf understands me and noe me too well, that i dun really like donuts.
Why? Simply because to me, the plain donuts are way too sweet. What more with the 'overly-sweet toppings'.... *gooosebumps*
.jpg) While in the train, i caught some ppl carrying donuts boxes tooo. So i msg the bf and told him that i "declare" its donuts day :) Lame i noe... .jpg) Donut craze in town :# .jpg) Lucky me, the bf asked for an empty paper bag there as he noe me too well, that i wont take all of it. So i took 2 donuts with oreo toppings and leaving the others to the bf.... hahaha.. .jpg) The other donuts left aside :P .jpg) * P/s: I must say, that now, im addicted to ONLY the OREO topping donuts. It tasted way too delicious.... Dear bf, Get me one or two more donuts with oreo topping can,can? Only oreo topping hokay?
Friday, October 05, 2007
Jus came back from a tiring, exhausted and traumatic day. You must be saying, "yah right woman, you are exaggerating" But the truth is, really. Im not kidding.
Let's get straight to the point yah, shall we?
Earlier this afternoon, my principal asked me and 2 of my other colleagues along to visit Raudah, who had just given birth to a cute, sweet baby girl :)
So took a cab to Century sq. to get baby gifts for her. I like going to kiddy place, For one reason,to see all the cute and tiny mittens and babies clothes. Hahaha.
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.jpg) Its lucky to give birth, thats what me and apple were saying. yOU get lots and lots of prezzies.. In total Raudah got 4 presents. One from the school, one from all the teachers, one from my principal and one from her student. nOT forgetting 3months of maternity PAID leave :) Isnt that great? .jpg) So after getting all the gifts, we took a cab to East Shore hospital. So in the cab, we were busy talking and not paying much attention on the road. Who does right? I mean rare occasion. Out of a sudden, what i saw a motorcycle zoom passed by and flew in front of OUR cab. And yes, there was a sudden break. We met in an accident. The cab hit onto the motorcycle. Thank god, no one in the cab was hurt. But the motorcyclist, had nose bleed. But thank god he was fine too. As for us in the cab, we were in trauma and silent for a moment. The taxi driver took our contact no and We got off the cab and waited for another cab. ( im cutting the story short* ) .jpg) Reached East Shore hospital and we met Raudah. The new borns all look so adorable. Anyway, lucky we arrived fast as Raudah was already discharged and was preparing to go home. .jpg) And yes, we met her bundle of joy, Princess Durrah born on 2nd October 2007 :) sHE was so adorable. And her baby smell.. I can melt.. Hahhaha... Though initially, me and apple was kinda afraid to carry her. We still single wat... Hahaha:) .jpg) Me and carrying her:) .jpg) Apple carying her :) .jpg) Cute kan :) Congrats Raudah on your 2nd newborn princess. And congrats Rushda, you are a big sister now!!! .jpg) Anyway, yesterday met dear after course, and he surprised me with this.. My favourite!! What else?!!! Dark chocz from Lumont :) Thanks dear. .jpg) And yes, at last the bf got himself an exact mp3 like mine. Initially, i told him to have mine, as it was his too. But he doesnt want, reason being, he bought that for me. So now, happy la tu, got yourself another one :) Hahah. But dont give me that as a reason that you didnt hear my calls. .jpg) Thank god Today is Friday. The weekends are here AT LAST!!!!
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