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--Diah Mastura--
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Going to school today was alright :) How i miss school ( but not the hectic work )
It was kinda sweet today when almost the whole school sang a birthday song for me, yani and apple too. Since we are all July Babies :)
Sweet kan :) winks *
I also would like to thank everyone who wishes me
Those who drop by and pass me presents and chocolates and gifts
Thanks ppl :)
And also i would like to thank my work mates Siti & Mei for this gift :)
Thanks sweeties :)
 Love it :)
I better get to bed now.
Tml another day of business ( read as: Busy..ness )
Oh yah, before i forget, Happy Birthday YANI :)
Best tak your date today?
Sempat touch up eh td :p
hehhe..
Stay sweet always sweetie :)
Monday, July 30, 2007
Today was the last day of my 'leave' from work. Me N sumone was on leave today, thus we decided to watch movie-alone today @ vivo. I have not watch any movie there bfore.
Its quite a big place i must say.
And not forgetting the movie-alone was really good! Nice story with great sound effects :) And a nice twist in the end!! Great job :)
oH MY.. Tml, i got to go back to school.. boo hoo hoo :'(
4 days straight of hols, was so fun!!
Especially having that sum1 :)
Thanks for all the great planning and gifts and surprises for my birthday :)
 Tomorrow, i got to wake up early for school...
No more late nights of chatting..
But thinking again, i do miss being greeted in the morning by the kids :)
 Good night ppl..
I better set my alarm clock now..
Or else...
i be late :O
tata
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Happy 19th bdae to me :) Thanks to all of you for your wishes and presents. But i really wanna thank that sum1, for tearing me last morning at 12am. He came all the way to bedok reservoir since i was at my grandma place and surprise me. He called and ask me to look down from the window... And my, i cried when i saw it. Im such a crybaby. i noe He uses light stick and form the words, Happy 19 bdae dila on the grass. You really made my 19th birthday the most memorable one . The sweetest birthday ever. Thanks so much. Even my grandma saw it. And she loves u even more :) thanks
Friday, July 27, 2007
Part 2:
After Sentosa, i tot my bdae celebration was over with Sum1.
But without me knowing, sumthing was waiting for me at vivo.
That sum1 brought me to Earl Swensens.
My god.. It was a great place :)
And i love it.
Especially when the food arrived.
It was chocolate fondue.
oOOOOooo...My favourite :)
Thanks so much..
And i tot, it was the greatest present already.
But when that sumone place a silver box on the table, i nearly teared.
Im such a crybaby.
hehhe..
I nearly choked on my strawberry frizzled drink, when i saw the gift.
It was a crystal with my photo AND his engraved in it.
i cant say more, except thanks for such a great birthday and an early gift.
Thanks so much.
U made my day :)
I know that its still early before i can celebrate my birthday. But i was on leave today, birthday leave :) Initially, i jus wanted to stay home and catch on all the sleep and rest at home. But sum1 called me up and told me that, that sum1 has sumthing planned for me today. Let me jus tell you the first part of TODAY...
That sum1 bought two tickets to Sentosa. And yes, despite the drizzling, the plan was still carried on.
 In the Sentosa bus to SENTOSA :)
 Yeah, we have arrived :)   Thats the sky tower.  I didnt know that there is a Butterfly park at SENTOSA. Hehehe :)  That sum1 grabbed me and surprised me with 2tickets to the 4D max movie :) It was great. Not only with great sound effects but i get wet too. And also got to feel what its like to be stung by a bee.   In the theater:) Nice huh :P  Posing again...hehehe..  Next stop....  Wow, no more drizzling. And the weather was great :) 
Part 2....
The best part.. Coming up :)
i know its kinda early for me to say this.
But i really cant help it.
I have to thank the woman who brought me into this world 19 years ago.( 2days more to 19 rite
She is none other than My mother.
The greatest woman whom i never met besides my grandma.
Without these 2 women in my life, i dun think i can go on with life like i am today.
I loved them both so much.
I dun think i can be like them both, especially my mum.
Too much she has given me and sacrificed for me and for the family
She has been there throughout my o levels and during my happiest and sad moments of life.
Thinking back of the times, i accidentaly or purposely raise my voice at her, honestly i feel bad.
I know i used to hurt her and disappoint her last time. I can see it frm her face.
But that was when i was still childish.
Right now, at this age, im much more matured
i try my very best not to upset her.
But i noe at times, i failed to.
And when i failed, i tried not to hurt too much.
NO words, i swear no words can describe her at all
she is too great.
A great woman in this world.
Thanks mak, for all the love, the care, the time, the sacrifices, the cash that u have given and spent on me and the 9 months carrying me.
especially, thanks for bringing me into this world.
19 years ago, u went thru the pain, giving birth to me.
I cant repay u..
But i try my best to be the best i can for u.
i love u mak
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale Whisper gently, like you always do. A thousand thoughts I keep of you. ouh, on a little note, 4days more to nineteen :) Im occupied with work, assignments, Racial Harmony event till my birthday. what a great present for my birthday! as if...
Sunday, July 22, 2007
Yesterday, I dunno whether its jus my luck, or it was a bad morning for me.
The morning was ok, but it all started going haywire after I reach school. It was quite a busy day yesterday since I planned to do many things that morning in school. But when someone came and started telling me to do this and that it really makes me boil. But I stay calm and jus be patient. But she didn’t stop and start asking me to stop the work I was doing and to listen to her asking me doing this and tht. How great is that?!!
I mean the least a person can do, is just to hold on and let me finish my work first instead of asking me to stop that VERY MOMENT and listen to her ordering me this and tht.
I left school a little late than I usual to. GREAT.
And to add on it was raining when I was walking to the bus stop.
I thought the moment I step out of school that day, the bad morning was over. But I was wrong.
I waited for the bus to come at the bus stop.
And a few minutes later I saw the bus approaching.
( I REALLY DID SAW THE BUS NO. THAT I WAS GOING TO TAKE TOO)
But before I could rest my head a while, after a GREAT morning, how shock I was when the bus didn’t turn to the right but instead droving on straight. I immediately press the STOP button and drop off the next bus stop. Thinking of grabbing a cab since to take the correct bus, was quite a far distance to walk. But my luck, there wasn’t any cab.
So I got no choice but to walk in the rain to the very far bus stop.
I almost teared while walking, but I jus blame myself.
I grabbed a quick lunch at macD, before heading for class in the afternoon.
Thank god, the rest of the day went on better after meeting Someone :) Thanks.
After class, I went straight to my grandma place,since all my cuzins were there for a family usual Saturday gathering. And all of them made my day.
I enjoyed their company and the way they made me laugh forgetting the bad morning I had.
Accept what you can do and accept what you cannot do”. I’ve never really given much thought to what I can do but rather to what I cannot do. I often look for my insecurities and sometimes these insecurities empower me so greatly that as a result, I’m more insecure than I originally was. I don’t know if its human nature for humans to pay more attention to their weakness rather than on their strengths.
Or maybe not, cause I know of some people who like to gloat about their “strengths” when seriously, its not that big of a deal.
Anyways, I’ve never been able to accept what I cannot do. Instead, I simply blame on the lack of hardwork or the lack of effort whenever I can’t do anything. I’ve never really viewed someone as not being able to do something. The only reason that someone can’t do anything is because they don’t want to try.
Maybe its time I stop being so hard on myself and on others and accept the fact that everyone is made differently. Everyone is made with different strengths and weaknesses and God has a reason for that. But, despite that, there’s still nothing wrong with trying and still trying cause trying is much better than just simply give up. One might never know that in the midst of trying, one might discover his or her strengths.
Personally, I don’t know what my strengths are but if you ask me to list down my weaknesses, I’ll be able to give you a whole list of them. I know what I’m not capable of doing.There’s nothing wrong with having flaws and its certainly isn’t a crime being good at something. Maybe by accepting my flaws and high points, I’m able to accept myself more. Able to be more comfortable in my own skin.
Sunday, July 15, 2007
I have long wanted to type out this entry..
But all a while i have only type it in my heart... My mind...
And yah, it has been stressing me all this while..
That explains my unpredictable mood changes, my no mood syndrome, my tiredness thats not relevant at all..
All a while, i didnt have the strength to let it out.
I have been living in a facade.
I smile in front of everyone i meet...
And i control my temper and not to let it affect my class or during my teaching
But....
deep down..
There's this voice in me that scream, shout and burst in anger ...
All in silent.
Im thankful that these has brought me back to my senses and wake me up.
I just pray that all these are jus part of his test for me..
No one might have guess that deep down im depressed
Coz no one can help also…
Only HIM….
Saturday, July 07, 2007
So today i got a great news from my dearest friend.. Lets welcome WANI to the new title..
She chose this date 070707 to be with him.. All the best to you and Chin.. I really feel so happy for u and him...So lets see who becomes whose bridesmaid first k buddy :P
Yesterday me and a particular person had a long emo talk.... It was a real heart to heart talk.. Didnt expect it anyway.. But it was a good and refreshing talk togther.. again it happened on 070707....
Next, me went out today and jus wanna relax.. Mainly to jus have fun and nt bothered about anything.. And today i started my new hobby.. i upload the pics tml... Great fun i had today.. 070707 I guess..
So indeed 070707 is a good date.. hmm...
P/s: WANI, lets get engaged on the 20 october 2010 ....
hehe...
Today i really feel happy.. Its a date worth to BE remembered....
and of course, this date will always be remembered by wani and chin rite:P
hehhe...
Hapi for both of u...
tears*
Friday, July 06, 2007
Do you sometimes feel that you’re hoping too much? Hoping for something that you don’t even know is real. A part of you wants to give up and say that its never going to happen cause it just seems too unbelievable and absurd. But then another part of you knocks you on the head and says that there’s nothing wrong with being optimistic about it and after all, its hope that’ll keep you going.
However, when do we know that enough is enough? When do we know that its time to stop hoping and move on? When do we know that hope is not going to get us anywhere? I guess we’ll never know, not until the point when reality hits us hard in the face and then we realize that it was so foolish to even be pinning hopes in the first place.
Have u ever feel that u are so dumped with work and too stress that u think its just unfair for you, but when there is a particular person whom just know to erase the stress out of you for that moment and for that day, you just wish u and him can be forever?
Others tried to help you out and cheer up, but no one manage to do so. But that person, that particular person, was there, to just let you be yourself... And you feel so comfortable with him or her, that u wish it lasted forever....
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Went to sentosa yesterday with the whole family ( that means plus my aunts, unc and cuzins)..
It was great.. Though it was a very sunny and hot day.. It was HDB family day.. The food was awesome...nice..
I played snooker, golf and some hoops things.. But my aunt really shamed me..ish ish... She doesnt noe how to play snooker.. but she still try :)...Thats her pic by the way below...hahah...
hehe..
 I love my whole family so much :)
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