M.I.S.T.X.D.I.L.Z

Simple Yet Complicated

"The absence of flaw,in beauty is itself a flaw.."

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Welcome to My Saccharine Sanctuary
That's Filled with Eloquent Silence and entangled
Take a sereptious Look into My Clandestine Life
This blog is mine
Reading it does not make you any wiser
Neither does it make you any smarter
I appreciate your time dropping by
But if you find what i wrote offended you, im sorry
I dun think you shld stay,coz what i wrote in here are just my honest says
Thanks :)
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Saturday, March 31, 2007

I dunno what have i done.
I never thought this would happen...

Ive forced myself to stand up strong
Told myself that im ok.

I wanted to take mc from work
But its no point.

When i was getting ready for work, i tried to look cheerful by putting on a green top though initially my hands grabbed a black top.

Then i put on light touch up on my face.
And my eyes just blown it off..

I went out the house with my mp3 on my ears playing dunno what songs..
I couldnt even think
I dun even noe what was i thinking.
I couldnt figure it out

Reach work, i was lucky that siti, ima,zilah was there.
During break, we sat down and just talk
It does help, but jus 1/10

only god noes wat i felt
It was just blank.

Thanks wani.
for listening...
im sorry for making u listen to all my whinings...
Im so sorry...

god please give me the strength

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

Im sorry if i post this image without your consent. Im sorry i "stole"this pic without your knowldege.

Im sorry that i couldnt accompany you to his concert.

Im sorry that i had to back out last minute.

But the moment i saw this pic, im happy.

And i was smiling.

Matching lagi. Janji to meet up lagi.

Sweet la girl;) winks *

Seriously, you guys look alike.

And ppl say that if ppl look alike, can last u noe...

Hahahha... sorry dearest girlfriend.

But dont worry he doesnt noe my blog..

you guys looks superb.

Happy nye i....

im over excited for u...

hehhe..

quick..start the flame burning..

then can go on a movie date togther...

2couples..

me and meen

you and amir.

hehhe:P

sorry girl

but i mean what i said

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Saturday, March 17, 2007

I had great time with this guys. With huney and kai.
We head on to marina bowl, since we had not go bowling for ages.
It was a good game though i get third place. Hun, as usual, got the first, while kai played better than me today, and got second. Since he was able to beat me on the half of the game. Ass u...

Then we head on to Mc. to grab lunch and aircon and also Internet.. Talk and surf.

Kinda weird since abd nt here with us, since he just went to Ns.

We miss ya bro:)

Later we head on for lan gaming and played Counter strike.Though initially we thought of palying pool.But then we setteled for cs. It was my third time, playing it, thus, i can say, im much better now.. Great game..Though im the only girl there.

Me playing Cs..Heheh.. dun play play hor....

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Friday, March 16, 2007

Seriously, i thank god for letting me meet this gal here...
Its a year already..

and yet i have find the bonding with her.
I really want to see her happy with "A" and "H"
iF Only i have the power...

She is the person, whom i talk crap with.. The person who layan my craps.
The person who listens to my love stories.. And the person who help me with it...
Thanks so much for being with me all this while...

i really wanna see u with that special one..
hOPE our friendship last 4eva..

And gal, i love ur new hair... mish u lots

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Love is sumthing thats stays, and bond is sumthing that will last forever...
Thru the ups and downs, i hope we will be able to phase it..

Thanks for the ring hun.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

I was "cleaning" my desktop... Or maybe my laptop to be precise..
And i was looking thru all my pics....

How i look when i was in secondary school days... Till my days at LC....

And now....

Me during secondary days...

Me during Lc days....

Me Now.....

Who says im a pampered gf?

I dun care if you gonna say. Jealous huh?

Its nt me ONLY, who gets gifts from him,

But i do give him treats and gifts too...

But must it be announced?

So yah, i surprise dear, with blueberry cheescake frm royal this evening.
And with a little card from precious thoughts.

Hope u love it dear...
Meanwhile, pardon me now.. Wanna continue with finding new blogskins...
Nights..

This is the camera that i just bought. A new baby to my life...
i lurve it lots..Till dear is even jealous of it. Cause i cant stop taking pictures using it.
Hahah..So dear..

*sorry dear, at least i have a cam of my own now rite? And i neva complain when u spend your time with ur psp, and laptop. Tsk..tsk...

And dear, i cant wait to see u this saturday.. And of course khai too... Lets all go bowling :)
*of course after my work* Buzzz

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

I have to admit tht beneath a girl's/woman's smile, lies a deep scar inside.
And theres no one relationship that has never face the storm

Seriously me and dear have been getting on well.
But mayb coz it has been more than 2yrs, things are getting abit like a routine.
You know wat i mean.

Sumtimes, i just feel like running away frm this relationship
But i love this relationship
and cant bear to see it falling apart due to our egos.

I noe how much he loves me
And i noe how much he hates it when "he" calls and smss me.

I just hope that the black clouds will move out slowly.
And we will be alrite again

Monday, March 12, 2007

I just bought a camera at It show. And i was so excited that i start taking pictures. But i forgot to take pic of the camera itself. I will take it and upload it when im free..

Meanwhile, these are some of the pics i took using my new cam!! Im a camera freak now....

Hahhaha...

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Dear got me this Today, and it looks cute. I love it.
Thanks huney...

He ordered it online.
And jus wanted to surprise me..
lup u

Last sunday me and huney decided to go for a jog at the nearby reservoir. The weather was calm and quite a number of people were jogging too.

aFter the jog, we went to zam zam and had our brunch.. Yummylicious...

Hahah:)