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Simple Yet Complicated

"The absence of flaw,in beauty is itself a flaw.."

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Welcome to My Saccharine Sanctuary
That's Filled with Eloquent Silence and entangled
Take a sereptious Look into My Clandestine Life
This blog is mine
Reading it does not make you any wiser
Neither does it make you any smarter
I appreciate your time dropping by
But if you find what i wrote offended you, im sorry
I dun think you shld stay,coz what i wrote in here are just my honest says
Thanks :)
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Sunday, February 25, 2007




Last friday me and hun went to watch a night movie.
Our first though even after 2years togteher.



We watched Epic movie.
The show started at 7.30.



And it was ok i guess.
it is a combination of the movies we watched before.



iNTERESTing and quite funny too
Maybe i give it a 3***



i dun wish to go thru this again...
Lets pray for a better week ahead :)

* i took this pic on the lift. Nice rite ? And yes it both of our hands ...hehehks




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Tuesday, February 20, 2007


This update is way overdue.. I realised that now, i always post overdue entries.. But heck..nvm.. Im bz ppl.At least better than nthg rite?

So just a brief update. Since im leaving to Genting at 11 tonite. And i have yet to pack my bag still. So this is the cake that i made for darling on his birthday. All chocolatey...



Next valentine day..
Was great getting too many presents in a day..
Im a pampered gal..
No no no..
A loved gal...




Happy valentine ppl...
Huney leaving indon with his family tonite. and me off to genting/kl tonite too...
We'll be back by monday...
See ya peeps :)








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Tuesday, February 06, 2007


News : My dear is in hospital right now.
when: Since last evening.
day: 1 day right after his birthday, and the day i have planned 2celebrate his big day

I can barely stop crying. It hurts. At first i jus feel like throwing the cake i have baked seriously when i walked home alone.

I had spent the night on monday night, melting the black chocz and making the cake. I was all excited the whole of yesterday, even asked my students to wish him happy birthday though i noe its belated.

I was over excited ah..

After work about 5.30 i sms him saying, " Dear, if u dah abis, msg me."

5.35; no msg
5.40:no msg
5.45 : no msg received

By then, i had gone out of school. I wasnt at ease actually. Something felt weird.
But i told myself, it could be he didnt hear the hp beep.

So i continued waiting infront of the mrt control panel. People came in and out of the station.
I called him endless time, but no answer.
I smsed him countless time, no reply.

By then, my heart was beating fast.
I sms abd, and asked him to call alamin dad 4me
he asked me why.

I told him everything. ( If i was abd, i would have thought this girl is mad. and jus being paranoid. i mean it could be that alamin left his hp , or his hp was on silent mode, or he overslept in train.

I mean, all that could be possible.Why in a rush

cause i surrendered to my inner feelings
My heart knew by then sumthing had happened to him.
Thank god, abd, didnt decline and asked me for alamin dad no.

2 mins later, god noes what i feel, when abd call me. i knew sumthing has happend. first thing bcoz abd would jus sms me, if everything is ok. but he CALL me.

i dunno what i felt by then. I was blank. alot of things ran thru my mind.
And when abd said " dila, die masuk hospital la,skarang kat a & e"

i felt the whole world crushing onto me. the cake i was carrying, felt so heavy. all i could was to walked out of the train station with heavy feet.

I didnt take bus from the nearby busstop but walked all the way to his place bus stop. just to walked the normal routine we did always. i couldnt careless, that ppl was looking at me crying. But i didnt bother. No one noes what i feel. I mean why of all the days, it happened today. And why him?

i stayed a while at the bus stop coz i didnt want to go home with that teary eyes. The more and longer i sit there, the more tears i shed.

At about 8pm, i asked abd to call his dad again. i was told then, he is in observation ward and will be overnight there. i seriously felt blank.

at about 2.30am, i woke up frm sleep, and vomitted thrice.
My body felt cold, and sweaty.
My mum was very worried. After all, i never fell this sick before.

sHE wanted to bring me to the 24hrs clinic nearby.but i refused.
i felt very weak, and went vback to sleep. at 6, we went doc.

my temp was 38.7.
that high.
all i feel was im gonna die.
i couldnt even eat.
all i could was lie in bed.
my heart was crying.
i couldnt shed any tears.

all i could do was jus lie there on bed.
i knew why i felt sick, simply coz i feel terribly heartbroken and very disappointed.
the surprise planned didnt turn out.




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Sunday anniversary celebration: day 1 Friday, February 02, 2007



To end the day, we had strawberry dip with chocz, my favourite.. And marshmellow choz, his favourite.
Panaroma from top :)
He reading the card i make for him :)
Next went to esplanade. To chocz.


First stop collect the ring he had ordered :)





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