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Simple Yet Complicated

"The absence of flaw,in beauty is itself a flaw.."

Her Says
Welcome to My Saccharine Sanctuary
That's Filled with Eloquent Silence and entangled
Take a sereptious Look into My Clandestine Life
This blog is mine
Reading it does not make you any wiser
Neither does it make you any smarter
I appreciate your time dropping by
But if you find what i wrote offended you, im sorry
I dun think you shld stay,coz what i wrote in here are just my honest says
Thanks :)
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Sunday, October 29, 2006



Yes the bf bought me all this..

I was having sweet tooth for 2days can u belive it?
aiyoh..

tHANKs bf...
lup u lots *

My bf have been the most understanding and caring person for me. The one who have entertained my nonsence,my cries, my watsoeva la.

"i'm madly in love with you. i know no words are enough to describe how i feel about you. but i really just want you to know i'm yours, always.. we'll fight thru thick and thin. i know this may sound cliched and contrived but this is how badly i want to be with you. let this beautiful journey begin and i pray to God it'll never end. forever and eVA dear...




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Thursday, October 26, 2006



This is the baju he bought for me...

Theme for this year: Pink & White
* pink mine
*white him


*Thats me n my cuzie..

yup...i meet my ex. To be exact bumped onto him on the first day of hari raya.
Till now, his image flickers in my mind.
And i noe, he still wants me back...
hE wore the baju me n him went to look for when we still together
Reason being: To make me see that he still remember me...

So yah, he talk to my grandma when he saw her at the sembahyang raye.
I was there..
Keeping silence..
When my grandma ask him, how is he?
he simply say this: " sihat, cuma masih menunggu"
He smiled at me, and said selamat hari raye, maaf zahir batin..
ME?
Said" you too"

i noe i broke his heart..
Been a loooooooong time since i met him, since he went to universiti al-azhar
He looks great...
U noe those type of face that somehow shines...
alim wat...

tIll now, his image still flickers in my mind...
Its haunting me...




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Friday, October 20, 2006


Sorry for the lack of updates:(

Things were in a roller coaster ride for me..
Thank god , its OVER

My dearest honey, was admitted to NUH last thursday. Thank god he was ok. I was supposed to meet him that evening after work, but i had a bad cramp that day, that i took half-day, so we planned to meet up in the evning, after i get some rest.

Imagine, at 5, when i got a message from an unknown but VERY familiar number saying " Im in hospital now. Dont call or msg me. I will call you asap"

dUnno why in the world, i wasnt thinking it was him. So i stupidly replied and say" who is this"

a FEW sec. later my hp rang. I picked it up. The person( man) ask me whats my name, i blindly said dila and was speaking in english saying " may i noe who is this" -partly irritated
( i jus woke up wat)

the conversation goes like this:

man: So this is dila?
Me: yah ( like THE, who are you)
man: Hmmm...
ME: *keeping quiet*
man: oK, you noe who u are talking to?
Me: no....( * how i noe)
man: Ok, ini ayahnye alamin
Me: Oh..( in my heart, i was traumatised)
man:sebenarnye, alamin sedang berehat
me: so it was him who sms me jus now? how is he?
man: so ape yang alamin msg?
Me: die kate dia kat hospital
man: hmm...betullah la tu, tapi jgn risau, die sedang dlm bilik, nanti bolehlah pak cik suro die telefon
me: oh ok
man : so dila keje?
me: yah, partly skolah
man: oh, maaf klu mennggangu
me: takpe, dah balik( im using prepaid)*
man: sebenarnye, pak cik telefon ni kerana, you are kenalan rapat alamin, senang ckp partner..so you berhak tau wat happened to him..
me: (* how he noes im his partner*..aiyoh..die lah)
man: jadi pak cik rase, you know him much better than me as his dad. Sure banyak rahsia yang di kongsi die with u.So i would like to meet the both of you la.
me:: ???!!!!!
man: oklah, dila puase tak?
me: * bohong sunat*( ye puase)- helo? u dun expect me to tell him im NOT
man: okla, selamat berbuka ye dila. jgn risau la tentang die. nanti pak cik suro die telefon.
me: ah ok.. terima kasih
* hang up* : 3mins 24 secs

seriously i break down that moment. why?
i was scared, what happen to my honey

later on he called saying,he is ok..

alhamdullilah....




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Thursday, October 19, 2006


I manage to scrap off a little of my time of the busy schedule, (WORK) , to simply present this for him...Thanks for the time u have been with me, the days we have walked thru togethr, the months we passed the miracle of life, the years we have been as one.....

Simple to say, Thanks for everything
Im lucky to have found, meet, to be loved, and to love YOU:)


Glad u love it hun:)

* hun= honey*
ee




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Sunday, October 15, 2006


Me just got home frm geylang AGAIN!!!

dear bought me a baju kurung that cost 140
and its purely niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thanks honey...
But b4 u think im a pampered woamn, u are wrong.
I paid $60.

I didn want to trouble him so much...
Guess wat?

Im wearing pink this year..
erm...
wat should my dear wear?

Takkan pink kan....
but sweet jugak kan:)

We are going to hunt his next week..
Though he said he doesnt want to buy any...
Coz guys baju nt other designs wat..

Hmmm..
will see...
ok sweety pie:)




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